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I miss seeing how proud you were when you prepared a dessert or a meal, how happy it made you to think about being a housewife, and how lucky I felt to have you as my wife.

I fell asleep crying, thinking of her, and I woke up now because I dreamt of her so vividly. I miss you, I miss you so much, I can't stop thinking about you.

I've been feeling incredibly anxious for a long time now, I don't know why, I don't understand what's happening to me!?!? I feel like I'm losing everything, that I'll lose my job, that I'll lose her, and that I'll lose what little sanity I've been regaining.

I miss my wife so much. I miss talking to her, expressing my love and devotion to her. She's the only person who can understand me, and I'm the only one for her. I need her every single day of my life. Since she's been gone, I simply exist.

On twt, they're canceling a man for his obsessive-comments about his ex-girlfriend, lol. It brought back memories of my own comments and at the same time made me feel sad because those are thoughts that aren't considered normal.

She always apologizes for sending me audios that are longer than 15 minutes, but I love hearing her voice and having her in my ear, telling me about her life throughout my day. It's simply satisfying, peaceful, indescribable.

On twt, they were making fun of a guy for kinning and talking about Wanderer all the time. I don't understand why Wanderer mains/kins are so hated; in the end, we'll just end up interacting with each other. If it's about us, it's cringe, but if it's about another character, it's okay? Ridiculous hypocrisy.

These past few weeks have been... strange. So much has happened, and it's been absolutely emotionally draining. Everything's more stable now, but I still have no motivation to go to the Akademiya tomorrow, lol. I just want to be with her, listen to her sleep, breathe, watch her, accompany her on her day... sigh.