Goblin Advocate

Learning some facts about my billionaire intestinal worm that kind of changes how I look at it ngl

Suicide ideation is so weird. Making a lovely apple pie while thinking of bleeding out in the tub.

Sam and Dean Winchester would not be living to season 2 if they were black. A significant amount of their plans hinged on them getting away with plausible deniability and white privilege. They should be gay for Cass though.

i really thought the point of "being lgbt+ doesn't absolve you of racism as a white person" was that white people arent absolved of racism by being marginalized but it really seems like people think other marginalizations make it okay. no being disabled doesn't do it. no being poor doesnt do it. we need to fight against racism actively no matter what.

Telling me I got a messed up colon for nothing can't have shit man

Reminder that tumblr might nuke me for this post so save these preemptively

friend who thinks about family annihilators too much: you know if that guy also had kids he would be a family annihilator

friend who thinks about family annihilators too much: you don't get it, this is important because of how we as a society react to the crime. a guy who kills his wife is not seen as on the level of evil as a family annihilator even with the exact same pathology and potential. a lot of mass shooters had records of domestic violence but they were not considered such a threat until they escalated. why is hurting women never a warning sign? there is more concern over the future of a man who hurts an animal than one who hurts a woman. if he hurts an animal, he's acting like a serial killer. if he hurts a woman, it's one mistake that shouldn't ruin his life. do you ever think about that

Wait a god damn minute

Sometimes I'm a snake I think

partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that

You've gotta be your own gentle parent of the most fucked up kid, like "aww do we need a little nap and a snack soon?"

Having a cup of coffee on a lazy saturday with my lovely girlfriend, catching myself mindlessly fantasising about jumping from the balcony head first and dying on impact like "woops, not supposed to do that any more."