i dont think it’s healthy to be this angry all the time

Spoiler alert: I fucking hate myself

how do you fall out of love? because if I could I would jump with all my strength

someone once told me i was brave for not carrying an umbrella

unluckily in love.

and suddenly my body feels heavy and i am left without any will to live

i fear that ive gotten so cold hearted that i will have to sit by the heater for warmth and love because im not getting it anywhere else

My shaking hands can’t tell the difference in how much pain I’m in.

I hope to never breathe again.

I so very desperately want to believe im a good person

i’d rather die than see you with someone else

i’m sorry please don’t leave me

i hate that you’ve long since moved on but i can’t seem to get past you

If I could kill myself without hurting anybody, would I? In a heartbeat

I don’t deserve to live. I deserve to writhe in agony, bleeding from my wrists and sobbing hysterically. I was born to kill myself