ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!

i can’t think when you’re not around, i don’t know how to function without you. all senses of directions disappear the moment you’re gone. what am i do to without you? but, oh… my dearest, i also hope you’re lost without me. i want my absence to terrify you down to your core, your hands reaching out to grasp mine when i’m about to leave. can’t we need each other, too?

At least Mahiru eating rats in the forest was funny. This is just appalling. This man really killed 12 people because of work stress. I would have understood more if it was just one but TWELVE?! I thought John killed his victims because he thought they were stalkers, but they really were just random people who he killed for no reason in particular. Can we pretend that the report does not exist

i love you more than you could ever fathom. it hollows me — makes me burn and ache. i can taste the desperation, feel it seep into every word i speak to you. i need your attention like a god needs a devotee; need you tethered to me in ways you can’t undo.

Constant need for affirmation sucks - Because yes, I need you to repeat the same fucking thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again until that shit finally gets into my head. And then maybe I can shake off the feeling you hate me.