Messy Fangirl

Am I the only one worried that Rhiannon will betray Violet if she finds out about Violets second signed? That she might report her because she puts the squads before Violet? I know she didn’t report Xaden so maybe I am wrong. But I still feel like she might change her loyalty because of her position as squadleader and I’m guessing soon wingleader.

So I am re-reading Fourth Wing and here is a thougt. What if Dain Aetos just accidentaly read Violets mind and found out the secrets she kept for Xaden and what if he first decided to keep it a secret but then in Rider Survival Course he gets torture and spills the secret and then he get pressure in to stealing more information and he does. Maybe he is just trying to survive to? This does not justify what he did, but still, it would give an explanation other than that he just follows rules blindly. What do you think?

Reading and seeing everything about sunrise on the reaping is amazing but at the same time a small voice inside of me whispers “you are just like the people in the capital”. We need to start acting like the heroes we read about and change the future of this world.

So here is a little theory that some of you most definitely will hate (spoiler warning). But I don’t think Xaden and Violet will end up together in the end. I think Dain and Violet will end up together because that is what no one will expect. We hate Dain and love Xaden, even now when he is Venin. And we expect Xaden to either be treated or die. And Violet will mourn or die. But also, so much of the romantasy genre is that you have this one guy who is careful and follows the rules and so on. And then we have this other guy who is scary and dark and violent and follows his own rules and he is the one the main character ends up with. And this would change that.

Does Hollywood have a hatred against glasses or why is it that almost no character wears glasses? And if they do they almost always disappear after half the movie? If we want representation in movies shouldn’t we have more glasses??? I know so many children being afraid to wear their glasses to school and I was one. Because there is no representation of glasses!

I might have missed something, in ACOMAF, why does the night court need the books to unlock the cauldron? Is it only for the hope to help Amren get back home? Or is it something more? Because if it’s only to stop Hybern, wouldn’t it be better just to try to steal the part of the book that the mortal Queens had, if they did it would get destroyed and no one could use it. Wouldn’t that solve the problem???

I am still quite new to Sarah J Maas books but I have read all of the ACOTAR books and just started reading Throne of Glass. Just one thought. The weaver in ACOTAR sings a song is it somehow connected to the story? It felt like some old story and I know that ACOTAR and Throne of Glass is a bit connected and I just wondering if we get any more answers about the song the weaver is singing.

Here is a theory, what if the tributes from district 12 is chosen so that they don’t not win. At least after Haymitch won, what if Snow, just to punish Haymitch more, makes sure that the tributes doesn’t win by choosing weak kids. Think about it, every year he gets to know two kids who then dies brutally in the games and every year he is forced to see it. He is forced to come home and meet the families of the tributes and once again knowing that he failed.

Just thinking about how Haymitch promises Katniss to volunteer as tribute if Peeta's name is drawn and how much courage that would take after what he went trough in the arena. Sure all games are traumatic for the players but still, he would go in there knowing that anything could be targeted to only kill him and no one else. And he would do it for Peeta. That is true kindness and courage

Here’s just a little reminder to never forget the iconic turkey scene in Red White & Royal Blue, it is to iconic to be forgotten

I just love the fact that the whole hunger games fandom has agreed on the fact that Finnick shouldn’t have died. I have never read a negative post about him. He did not only have the Capitols heart, he had the whole fandom hearts too. You know that the character is amazing when it’s a character that gets so much love.

Okay, so I’m not biggest fan of spice in books but I don’t mind it so much. But one thing that concerns me is that we have authors in their forties writing really spicy stuff about teenagers or people in their early twenties. Is it just me how finds that a little bit weird and almost scary? Like I love Fourth Wing but Rebecca Yarros is 44 years old and she writes a lot of spicy stuff about Xaden (23 in the first book) and Violet (20 in the first book).

Look I am all for people wearing whatever they want but seriously, why is it that almost all the girls in Eurovision hardly wears any clothes? These women are so beautiful and amazingly talented. And of course it might be their style and they might be comfortable wearing it. But they are also role models for young girls and girls need to se women who are amazing and powerful without showing their whole body. Also please don’t give me hate for this post, everyone can wear whatever they want, I am just worried about who media portrays women.