âI do the best that I am capable of, and that will never change Josei-san, not for anything.â She realized she was basically repeating something she had already said but the reinforcement felt appropriate. To reinforce a positive when someone had so little of such positive in ones life was not redundant it was simply fact.
The question however made her pause for a second, she had been offering to assist with washing the fool but the thought of entering with her was not one she had considered really. The question was not if it was needed however but rather if she could. A difficult question before her change into a Fool but now one that was easy to answer.
âI am well aware, and it is not a requirement at all, however yes I am more then capable of making a decision such as this. I am not bound by the same rules that I once was, my only goal now, my only purpose in my journey, is you. If you would like for me to join you then I shall, if you would like my assistance by remaining outside but nearby to hand you items and scrub what you might not be able to reach then I shall, as long as I am able to be by your side through this time that is what truly matters.
âHowever if you are asking it for a different sense, which if I am reading what it was that you taught me correctly it appears you are, then the answer would be yes I desire to join you.â
It felt good, that someone out there wanted to see you so much, and Josei couldnât even return that feeling just yet. Leaning on Elizabeth, she moved her head towards the bath room, where she was headed. âI think... Iâm not in a position to do things by myself, so at the very least, I think I need you.â Of course, she was embarassed. Afraid that someone might see what she hides with her clothes, without as much as a filter...
But of course, she was embarassed of showing all this to Elizabeth. âAll I was asking is whether or not you... could, given the hospitalâs rules. I think you can, considering my state, so...â Her legs moved very slowly, they weighed heavily. Maybe she shouldâve asked for a wheelchair, after all... But it was late, she was almost to the bath room.
Once inside, though, she hurried to take a seat and looked up at Elizabeth. âUm... Iâm...â She placed her hands on the bottom of her shirt, but she was unsure. She still had to take a bath, and while Elizabeth was the only person in there, she felt... embarassed. âC-can you... turn around? Just for a moment.â