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this is a redraw of an old comic :3 hey fellas is it gay to bring your assistant back to life 39 times over the course of 20 years

And the fact that he is impulsive too, even if he tries not to, like the first time we meet him

He is supposed to be the one who takes the cold choices and still he is deeply affected by anything he doesn't like.

In the scene when he and Donald argued

The only assumption of Donald thinking Cecil was the one who needed his memory erased for his own benefit is enough to hurt him and therefore make him react with anger

And if you check him in the 3rd season when we see his backstory, he wasn't like that, he just goes to the point, not unnecessary cursing, not getting easily angry or defensive, he just does his own thing

Look at him, so chill after losing his only weapon

And then he even takes his time to smile mid fight, pretty nonchalant

But after the incident, he looks so guilty and angry

He decides to keep that scar in his face not like a "reminder" like he tries to make it appear, but like a punishment to look at everyday

And that's when we start to notice that indeed what happened to him changed the way he reacts to his surroundings

Then when he became the Director of the GDA he faces a strong rejection from his team (except from Donald)

And when he checks the reports

He says everyone thinks he is fucked up just because he was in prison

Wich is true, but mind you, those words about himself came out of his mouth

And then when Donald ask what happens if Nolan is hostile

Cecil says something meaning that it would be okay if he gets killed because then they will get the Director they wanted and be more happy

And then he goes trying to die... Gotta love that