weight loss is so depressing :(
This is what I meant by I wasn’t doing well and losing too much weight :/ it’s crazy what just a few changes can make on yourself. Especially when you feel you can’t do anything about it, it makes you sad. I haven’t been this skinny for 5 years and although I may have felt better/more energetic, it does not compare to the feeling of a stuffed belly and feeling your body drag you down and excess weight piling on top of you when you’re trying to roll out of bed. My body and mind yearns for a larger body, and that it shall receive, it just may take more time.














