love hurts

She keeps her eyes firmly cast downward, feeling Coley tense against her side as they talk about Trenton.  The last thing she wants to do is analyze her   (borderline abusive)    relationship with her ex only hours after they broke up, but she knows it’s IMPORTANT to do so she can move past this. So her relationship  with  Coley  can  move  past  this. 

         “You’re right, I know. I guess I just… I didn’t want to believe            he would really try to hurt me, you know? But I think       -” 

    She pauses there, blinking back tears she hadn’t     even realized were  gathering  before  continuing. 

               “- –I think if all of this hadn’t happened, you might                  not have been the one he  hit  when he snapped.”

She doesn’t like talking about what happened with Trenton. She  had never even liked him in general. The brusies  on    her   face  would heal but the pain that  he   caused    Sonya    might    never.

        “He’s a horrible guy and you don’t need him anymore.           You didn’t make him that way ---- not your fault, Sonya.”

    Coley frowned, finding it harder and harder to stay      calm. Just the thought of Trenton hitting Sonya like     he           had           to        her         was           painful. 

And she does enjoy it,   letting her eyes finally flutter shut and slowly relaxing under Coley’s careful ministrations. At first she only nods in response to Coley’s question,   but  quickly  realizes  that  the  other girl might  not  exactly  be  paying attention  to  her head right now. 

              “Yeah, definitely. This is… it’s really nice, Cole.”

Coley loves doing this so much she would do it as a job. There was no doubt that she was enjoying this. Who wouldn’t? She start’s feeling one of her hands cramp up, choosing to ignore it. 

       “…Kinda, yeah.” 

Her smile transforms into a grin at the sound of Coley’s laughter and she can’t help but  join in  as they reach the front of the line. The combination of being with Coley and the anticipation of the ride is exciting– - she’s decided that she loves this date already.

                               “I remember. You cried at the end of every movie                                 we watched– - it was cute.  Thanks for thinking                                 of me this time, though;     I really love this place.”

      “I am shocked and offended.”

She laughs again, pretending to look offended. Failing, she  just laughed some more. This was turning out to be a fun date. Just the two of them and some rollarcosters. 

“ I’d say they care but he’s too far gone to be helped.   Yeah totally! I mean you might be small but Sonya has   always been happier around you. &  He couldn’t take it!   Hey that’s what I’m here for – Do you think people can   take selfies when visiting inmates? ”

“You have a garden? With  fresh blueberries? Where did you come from? Are you some kind of pixie?”

"i need to cut his butt hair."

"don't chew my headset!"

"i was the original sin."

"he like- moonwalked off the keyboard, and nearly fell on me. "

"i have a feeling he's going to bite my boob."

"i've always wondered what it's like to stab a butt. just- buttstabbing."

"pee pee in my butthole!"

"i can't find his butt. i can find the butt hair -- but where is his butt? this is serious, i can't find his butt!"

"you know- i wanna be a guinea pig."

"i'm constantly telling dad jokes, and the last dream i had was about building a fence -- i've come to the conclusion that i'm secretly a dad."

"i think my dog is gonna have a mid-life crisis."

"i'm not actually gluing myself, oh my god."

     “Well, ( THAT’S ) rude.”

feiistymermaid:

giirlisms

“Do you have any idea what this teacher is saying?”

My muse needs your muse to pretend to be a date at a social event