we love a girl with a girlie with taste, 1989 is one of my favorites and the fans would be so proud of her for loving that. please send me video of one of my favorite little nieces dancing to my music. i'll save it forever, it'll be needed when she's older. i miss you too, gi. tell me when you're up for some company and we'll get together.

it's the best, and i love how much she loves it and you. always, i'll send whatever videos of her to you all the time. i take a million a day anyway, it'll make me look less crazy. i'm always up for it, i just got done with met related things, so i'm pretty free between modeling things.

Everyone's always got something to say about how you look and act and what you wear. It's crazy to be honest, like let's please just let each other live. We're all people, we've all got feelings. That's my goal though, that she's gonna love me! Now, one would think four is a lot but that just depends, really. Compared to how many dogs I have, four mini horses isn't so many.

people are so weird, man. like let me be, it's half the reason i refuse to post khai, i don't want weirdos commenting about her in the slightest. i get enough weird shit in my dms. you get it though, wholeheartedly. she already loves you, don't be silly. there's also regular horses, chickens, cows.....it's a whole time. My mom also lives here part time, so that's definitely a help.

eat—as in the actual, physical act—not some symbolic lingo thing… though, okay, that’s a lie too because now the internet’s combusted over a photo of usher feeding me a cherry. you really are a day one girlie, and i love you for it. up there with taylor? damn, you’re laying the praise on thick today. only fair if you come with me. call zayn, get him on babysitting duty, and come run away on vacation with me.

jesus, i think i saw the photo, and the internet really got wild over it. absolutely! you're definitely high on my list with Taylor. All the praise, but all honestly too. Could also call Bells too. Where are you thinking for vacation?

Girl, I miss you even more! First of all, that's such an adorable idea for her to have as a keepsake. She can even keep it going herself once she's older! And second of all, we absolutely do need some newer pics together. Next time we hang out, we'll have a full blown photoshoot.

Is that even possible? I think not! Exactly, you understand me. She's also fully in it as well, so she gets to see how she's grown too. I love a good photoshoot, i'm so game.

That makes so much sense. I'm gonna say for the longest time I didn't like carpets at all and I've gotten so much better with them - but I still don't feel fully comfortable so it was nice to sit back and just enjoy without the hassle of it all. I shall stop by then! Are you kidding me? Khai's the cutest so I absolutely don't mind at all. I'll bring her extra treats when I pick up the food too, just to bribe her into loving me. Oh my, how many mini horses do you have now?

Honestly, they're sort of weird until you find your groove with them. It's so much flashing and wildness. And someone on the internet always has something to say about how you act, or what you wear. So, I fully understand you. She'll love you, forever. ....Four, I think! It's such a problem.

I'm sorry. I got busy, decided not to get all dressed up, just watch the show and be in awe of how incredible all of you looked! I did miss getting to meet so many wonderful people. So let me make it up, I'd be happy to pick up some food and bring myself over with it! If you decide to let her do it, let me know how it goes becaus I fully would not blame her for not letting the horses leave ever again.

Honestly, I don't even fault that. I wouldn't have either if it wasn't so important to my networking, and super important to me in general. But, I think it's such a fun thing to watch from your own couch in your pajamas too. There's always other years! Please, you're always welcome over. As long as you don't mind a toddler running around like a weirdo. I rarely blame her as it is, I also just got her another mini horse, so I'm definitely part of the problem here.

So I lied, I didn't make it. BUT, you looked absolutely gorgeous! How'd you enjoy the night? Please tell me you'll be staying in New York for a bit and I can make it up with a girls night so we can catch up? We can't even blame her for just wanting the horses inside. Maybe you should just let her have one day a month where she gets to hang out with the horses in the most unusual places?

I didn't think I saw you! I was so bummed. You would've killed it with your look too. Thank you so much! it might be one of my favorite looks I've done, honestly. It absolutely was a blast, and so fun, and gorgeous. There was so many fantastic looks all night. Technically, I have an apartment here, so both Khai and I are here for a few days! You're welcome to come stop in for a girls night, we can get food and all the fun stuff too! She spends so much time in the barn as it is, if I let the horses in the house, she's never going to let them leave. But, i'm so tempted now.

If anyone's gonna ask me about it, I will so very proudly say it's my doing. We should all just be a little more comfortable all the time. Something would just feel off if you didn't show up, that's true. Met without you just isn't right. But that also means I'll see you there - because yes, I'll go. I can't just miss it. It was the most random spot to find him in, there wasn't even food on the counter he could've tried to get to. Just decided it was a great spot to hang out or something. You had your horse in your closet? That's just as random. Yes, animals are wild, but such great company too.

and you're absolutely right. it'd be so strange, and probably so bad for my networking. especially when i have to plan the outfit months in advanced at this point. Hell yeah. I'm so excited to see you. He sounds like such a character, honestly. Especially if was just vibing up there. I have, it probably had a lot to do with Khai, honestly. She loves trying to bring the horses in the house. The best company, if i'm honest.

what? would you rather i grind them instead? very on theme, sure, but let’s not pretend that wouldn’t send someone spiraling. you’re an emails i can’t send era girlie? god, i knew i loved you. ahead of the curve while the locals were still figuring out how to spell sabrina. though honestly, you should’ve been tuning in around ‘sue me’—that track was a whole mood. and yes, absolutely, but let’s not schedule me into studio hours just yet. i owe myself a vacation the moment this circus wraps. year’s end, me, a hammock, silence. manifesting.

babe, what haven't you done in the last year that's made people spiral? of course i am. vicious? tornado warnings? underappreciated bangers for sure. oh girl, sue me is in my rotation when i really need to feel myself. you're right up there with ready for it? goodness, no. get some hammock time, a drink in your hand and vibing before you throw yourself back into more circus time.

Hey, I think it's all about pulling it off confidently. You wanna wear cozy, puffy slippers on the red carpet? I say absolutely go for it. Be comfortable. Met Gala though - are you gonna be there? They are pretty much like mini horses and I absolutely love it. They do the funniest things. When they were puppies, I found them in the most hilarious places, they tried to get everywhere, explore, try everything, get in so much trouble. One time I found Snape on the kitchen counter and he was so proud of himself.

you're gonna talk me into this and it's gonna be all over the internet. And i'll have to give credit to you for how comfortable my feet are. I am! I feel like it'd be really weird if I didn't show up, at this point. Are you? The kitchen counter is such a funny spot too, because you're like "how did you even get up there?" without me hearing it? i had a mini horse escape the barn and somehow hide in my closet. animals is just a wild time.

I honestly think my feet are just so used to heels now that it's more comfortable than non-heeled shoes. Is it that everyone's making you wear the heels? Because if you didn't want to, you really shouldn't have to. I'm usually the one that goes 'gimme the heels please'. Well, yes. I have bloodhounds, they're big dogs and I'm just a tiny person. If they could stand up on their back legs, they'd easily overtower me.

i think it's also all about finding a comfortable heel, you know? i'm between boots, barefoot, heels and occasionally sneakers, that i've got to commit to heels more often besides fancy events. I mean, not really unless i'm modeling, or at something super fancy like the Met. Then, it'd be kind of weird to just not wear them? Or I'm thinking a bit too hard about it. ....You've got mini horses in dog form, I love that for you. Minus the whole "they'd tower over me" part.

really? that’s so cute, gi—couldn’t find the stop button so you chose chaos over silence. caffeine was clearly involved. stared down some espresso beans, got possessed, and boom: lyrics. suddenly it’s my most iconic song to date. i’m technically on break until thanksgiving, but you better come see me then—final usa leg, baby. end of an era energy.

as long as it never goes into "closer" territory, where i cringe whenever the song comes on, i think we're golden on the chaos energy. "stared down some espresso beans." sabrina. here i thought nonsense would remain the most iconic, and you've released nothing but bangers since. i gotta check the dates, so i can make sure i'm at one of them. also, excited for whatever your next era is after this one.

I honestly just think slippers aren't for me. I'm so clumsy in them. I'm all safe and soundly walking on my heels and I think I'm just gonna stick to those and don't experiment with the slippers anymore. The dog cuddles are great, you won't ever hear me complaining about that, but the floor isn't ideal and a few of my pups are bigger than me, pretty much, it's like a moment of drowning beneath all of them.

honestly, to be able to walk comfortable in heels is such a blessing. especially with how much we have to wear them? oh goodness. the floor isn't ideal, unless it has a really soft carpet on it. but it doesn't feel like it did. bigger than you???? what kind of dogs do you have?