pretty much trash

I feel so lost right now and I hope it's just my hormones. I'm almost 28 weeks pregnant and I just can't do this anymore. I feel so emotional numb and venerable right now. I dont feel like I have anyone for support because my depression is coming back and I just don't want to do this anymore.....

Feeling bummed as fuck and I have no idea why. Plus bring pregnant on top of it doesn't help. I wish I could get out of own head. It's like a fog so thick you can cut it with a knife.

It's hard living in a world so divided. It's hard watching people argue over the dumbest shit. It's hard seeing friends and family be disrespected/ disrespectful by and towards others. I just want to live in world where we all get along and we can all agree that we are all different and that's okay. It's okay to be straight. It's okay to be LGBT+. It's okay to be in different political parties. It's okay to be religious. It's okay to non religious. It's okay to be pro choice and it's okay to be pro life. But what's not okay? Trying so hard to get others the follow your beliefs. To try and take someone's thoughts and change them to what you believe. We all look different. We all sound different. We all think different. But we are still one and the same. We are still the same species just trying to survive through this life the best we can. We're all on this large incredible round piece of space rock, that is literally going around a giant hot ball of gas that provides almost everything for us. And yet we are so concerned on what the other person is doing. We are so concerned with what complete strangers are doing. We are all anonymous to so many people and yet we all think our way is the best way. You know what is the best way? Just doing your best in life and not bringing harm to others, yourself, animals, and the world. If we could just understand being different and thinking different is okay then we can start living again.

I seriously just can't anymore. I'm in a perpetual state of anger and depression and idk.how the fuck to get out. I try and express my feelings but that literally gets me no where. It's always seen as me being "mean". Maybe it's the only thing I have to fucking get a response so maybe someone will figure out I'm not fucking okay...