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Really truly yearning for a boyfriend or qpp who I can be physically affectionate with to go on vacations with and try new restaurants with and then cuddle while watching a movie

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being cupioromantic on valentines day feels like being beat to death with clubs for 24 hours straight ngl
i hate being cupioromantic. i hate it so much. i really do wanna love u but i cant. i wouldn't wish this on anyone. i dont know what to do anymore. j feel so bad
"even though i love the fog, ill never experience what it feels like"
What I wouldn’t give to meet even one other aspec person in real life.
The loneliness that comes with being aroace needs to be talked about more. The fear that close friends will get partners and have their focus on their partner, changing their dynamics with their platonic relationships is terrifying. I've been going through this fear a lot recently. Going from being your close friend's priority to being pushed down because of a different type of relationship is so distressing. People in romantic relationships prioratise one person rather than splitting their priority among all their relationships. Which what i think makes being aromantic so lonely and so different, of course we can still have close friends and have those connections with them, but often times those friends will go off to have romantic relationships, thus changing that relationship dynamic. And a lot of the time, even if people dont think so, hold romantic relationships over platonic. I hate it so much, I'm queerplatonic, I feel so much intense love and care for a lot of my friends, especially my close ones and them getting into romantic relationships don't change how i feel about them, but it feels like im going to get left behind, maybe thats selfish of me. I've been going through a lot of crisis sbout my identity as an aro person, im confident in it, but i feel so anxious about getting left behind when the people I know get romantic relationships.

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I wish people cared more about platonic relationships.
expedition 33 is a game about what would happen if you died and your family went insane fighting over your minecraft world you made when you were 12
Man I don’t even know why I keep trying when I get nothing in return fuck me I guess
being the only aro/ace person in your friend group where almost everyone is in a stable, loving, long term relationship has to be some kind of torture. not being able to relate to them or their conversation topics brings me an immeasurable loneliness every breathing moment i feel so alien.
being the only aro/ace person in your friend group where almost everyone is in a stable, loving, long term relationship has to be some kind of torture. not being able to relate to them or their conversation topics brings me an immeasurable loneliness every breathing moment i feel so alien.

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i wasn't always hollow
once i was filled with joy and warmth
but now it's empty
and it's ugly, and rotten
so i've spent my life going in dept
giving away love i couldn't have
hoping that one day
someone would give it back
Being aromantic and seeing people vent about not being able to get a partner and saying that life isnt worth living because of that is....weird. uncomfortable. Idk i dont like it. Makes me feel funny in a bad way. Like okay maybe i should just kill myself since i wont ever have a partner huh? Is my life worth nothing since im aromantic?
Most of the time, im okay, im happy even, with the fact im aromantic. I went through my mourning phase a couple years back when i realised. I thought i had accepted it. But then i see someone in a discord server im in say in the vent channel "oh if i dont get a girlfriend by 30 i will kill myself because i dont wanna be a sad lonely loser" and it brings all those feelings back.
And my feelings are conflicted on whether to be pissed off at the person/people venting about it, or to be upset that i will never fall in love. And it just makes me want to shout at them, scream at them, tell them what im saying in this post rn, but that would be cruel and insensitive to say to a vent post. So i say nothing.
liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell
I have been out as aroace as a while to my family and friends. But, I’ve never come out to anyone in real life as cupioromantic. I don’t think I ever will. I don’t think anyone would know it and I don’t have it in me to explain it. So I thought I’d come out here. I’m cupioromantic and it crushes my soul to think about but at the same time that is me. As much as I would like to change my lack of attraction or lack or romantic love for anyone it is still a part of me I can’t deny. So yea I’m cupioromantic and I thought I’d at least let some strangers on the internet know.
I find love to be deeply, deeply confusing. Maybe its my autism, maybe its my own insecurity, but I look at others my age, getting crushes and falling in love, going on dates and dealing with heartbreak, and I just, can't understand it? I've always been this way, I think, forcing myself into imitating 'crushes' on girls I barely new because I thought that's what a boy my age was supposed to do. But there was never any feeling to it, and as I grew older I began to feel as though I was empty inside, my heart hollow.
I soon stumbled upon the term 'aromantic', but that discovery didnt hold the sort of joy ive heard others describe it as, in fact, it made me feel worse. I didn't want to be like that, forced to go through life missing out on such a vital element, the thing so many say gives it 'meaning', I wanted to feel, and the thought of never experiencing that was more daunting than I could've ever imagined.
Its not like you can get away from it either, love is everywhere you look, no matter how much you try to avoid it; the songs they play on the radio, the movies on tv, the books I had previously used as my escape, there was always some element of romance. I felt like I was stumbling my way through life, constantly being taunted and berated with the thing I knew I couldn't feel, and I was miserable.
Cupioromantic. That's a term I've heard flung around too. The wanting to partake in a relationship despite feeling zero romantic attraction. Yes, that sounds about right for me, if not a little fucking depressing. I'm not sure where this was supposed to go, just a little vent in the hopes that I would find some like minded people. Goodnight you guys
- Fin

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I think the worst part about being aromantic and not wanting to be is that since it’s a lack of something, it’s hard to fully accept it cuz there’s always the hope that maybe you’ll meet the right person and live happily ever after
someone needs to invent a dating app for aroace ppl who dont get crushes but still want the relationship experience i think itd be a hit