Fuck it.

I CAN’T WEAR OVERSIZED SWEATERS IF I MYSELF AM OVERSIZED

REBLOG IF YOU LOVE DOGS

9 million people fucking love dogs

Here we come 10.

because the feeling of pills gooing down my throat has never felt so good 

People ask why I do drugs, I do drugs because I’ve tried almost everything else to be happy.. and nothing else worked.

i’m scared to get better because every time i start to get better it just gets worse than before

from now on it’s me and the shit in my head, i can’t let anyone in, i can’t let them know what’s going on, i can’t tell them this i can’t, i can’t let them know how much worse it has gotten i fucking can’t

i can’t tell them what they’re telling me to do, i can’t, it hurts like fucking hell and i feel so out of place, i don’t recognize myself anymore, someone has taken over me

i want people to notice how much i’m suffering but i don’t want to tell them

i won’t make it through this

i hate this body and i hate my brain and i hate my fucking face and everything about myself