I still feel like shit i have no motivation for anything and just feel so gross i want this feeling to go away so fucking bad

Aaaaahhhh i feel like shit i havent eaten all today im tired im on my period and my vape died today and on top of it all my own gf doesnt even wanna talk to me throughout the day so also sort scared she lost feelings

I fear i am very addicted to nic i havent had a working vape in like a week now and ever since it died ive become the biggest bitch on the plant and didnt figure out the reason i was being such a bitch was cus i was in withdrawal and only found out when i tried a zin and immediately felt 100% better and became a diffrent person

Watching the new season of love Island and my god do i not like sol what so ever i swear she was literally giving crocodile tears in that last ep😐

God yall i wanna have more tales from the gas station content so bad but for some reason its such a under rated book series its so good more people should read it and talk about and make memes theres so much missed potential 😭 this shit needs to be mainstream

The most tales from the gas station thing just happend to me at work this guy walks up points to my forehead and essentially give me a tarot reading he was like you have a beautiful energy then asked me for free stuff immediately after that

Again with the horny bots idk what about this page screams sexy but go off ai thats ruining are world🤷

One thing is in any poly relationship ive ever been in ive always felt forgotten or like the easy choice till they found the person they wanna be with forever just dropping me when they do so when i say i hate poly ppl thats why yall have no respect for any of your partners and the many excuses i hear on why hating poly ppl is bad but i have legit reason to dislike them and its not even the dumb shit like they all look the same cus one they dont and two there are actully issues to criticize and not going for playground insults but when you are poly and force your partner to get on board ya im not gonna like you or when you use being poly as a reason to either add more and more ppl on or use it as a way to just find others when they fell out of love instead of breaking up or even if you are poly and you partner was instantly ok with it but now they have legit concerns and all you do is tell them that they were ok with this or empathize with them but doing nothing to fix the problem or they one who see that dynamic is hurting there relationship and still keep it going watching there partner slowly go insane

Update she either didnt notice or didnt see it either way win for me💪

Sometimes i feel like a crazier version of jack from tales from the gas station especially with this blog sadly not a lot of super natural things happen to me for me to talk about it

Its one more day till i see my gf and this sh has not gone away😭 i swear im gonna start picking at the scabs so its not as noticable been washing and scrubbing it everyday so maybe it will fad but realistically she wont notice cus were not gonna fuck or anything so i think im in the safe zone

Rn my body feels better violently shaking then staying still fml bro

Lol relapse after being 3 years clean of sh crazy how a mental break down makes you feel so numb

So asking for a friend how long does sh take to heal again i forgot