“Ye wanna fuck yer luitenant? Well lemme tell’a, it’s not easy!” Ghost heard Soap saying from outside the common room. Who he was talking to? He had no idea. Who he was talking about? He could take a guess that it was him.
Why wouldn’t it be easy? Ghost thought as he leaned against the wall, taking a sip of his coffee. He was going to be listening to this without soap knowing, of course he was.
“Well, it’s even hardae to date one!” He continued, laughing. That made Ghost pause. Why was it hard? He thought that he was a good partner.. wasn’t he? What if he wasn’t?
And yet, still, he remained stone-faced against the wall, needing to hear this.
“First off, poor men will have walls up higher and thicker than ya’ve ever seen!” Soap said. He was extracting, right? Ghost thought. Surely it’s not that bad.. right? He was starting to overthink every little word that fell from Johnny’s mouth, poor thing.
“Second, yer going to have to reassure them constantly! ‘Am I doing this right?’ ‘Do ya love me?’ Do ya hate me?’ ‘Are you okay?’ Yada yada yada!” Soap continued. It made Ghost’s heart break. How could his boyfriend say something like that, to others rather than to his own face like that? Did he hate him.. was he only dating him for laughs?
He almost walked away, before deciding, no. I have to hear this.
“And third? They’a are gonna take up every single space of love in your heart. Done’ know ‘ow, but they’ll find a way to take up *every* bit of love ya got. And when ya realize? Ya won’t even be upset, cause it’s love for your boyfrie-“ He cleared his through aggressively. “Partner! Love for your.. partner.”
Ghost nearly broke down. He walked into the room and grabbed Soap’s arm, pulling him away, stoic.
But once alone in their room? He broke down, cuddling Johnny, while Soap comforted his love.
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