void

i gave someone a chance, i thought he was different.

but he was just a different kind of narcissist.

putting all the blame on me while i was the one doing the majority of the work to make the relationship work.

you accused me of hating you, treating like shit, and trying to change you. when all i ever asked of you was to slow down. and i wasn’t as affectionate as you wanted me to be bc i showed it in different ways.

i’m tired, i’ve been trying not to be upset about this bc i don’t want to cry over another person who accused me of shit that wasn’t true.

so, i ended things. you blew up on me. i know i made the right choice.

but i cannot stop thinking about it.

i actually cared about you and you pushed me away.

and i lowkey feel like it was on purpose.

i’m having many thoughts run through my mind. could just be past trauma.. idk

i’m always giving and you keep taking without doing shit in return. like not even a thank you. i keep doing shit for YOU, to help YOU. and you can’t even say thank you. you treat me like a roommate, hardly a friend. and it’s like you expect me to do everything. i have to always initiate shit, drive, pay etc. we always smoking MY dabs out of MY shit that i gotta maintain by myself. and like not even a damn thank you. but shit, the second your kid is gone you are going out “with friends.” dude idk, i legit do not trust a fucking thing out of your mouth. it’s been about two months, i hope your friends don’t mind taking you in. bc i am done dude. you’re so fucking fake, and i am honestly tired of helping out your ungrateful ass. bro can’t even turn off the fucking light when they leave. and they don’t pay for shit 🤗