It is very timeous that I was invited to write this article now. Maybe it is because I am coming to the end of my two year contract at GGU that I have recently been doing a lot of soul-searching and reflection regarding my present and future life. I love writing, and am grateful for the opportunity to share some of my thoughts with you.
It is very timeous that I was invited to write this article now. Maybe it is because I am coming to the end of my two year contract at GGU that I have recently been doing a lot of soul-searching and reflection regarding my present and future life. I love writing, and am grateful for the opportunity to share some of my thoughts with you.
์ฐธ ์ผ์ฐ์ด๋ ์ด๋ฐ ๊ธ์ ์ฐ๋๋ก ์ ์์ ๋ฐ์ ๊ฒ ๊ฐ๋ค. ์๋ง ์ง๊ธ์ด ๋ ์์ ์ ํ์ฌ์ ๋ฏธ๋๋ฅผ ์์์ด ์ฑ์ฐฐํด์๋ ๊ธ๊ฐ๋ํ๊ต์์ ๊ณ์ฝ์ด ๋์ ๋ณด์ด๋ ์์ ์ด๊ธฐ ๋๋ฌธ์ผ ๊ฒ์ด๋ค. ๋๋ ๊ธ ์ฐ๋ ๊ฒ์ ์ข์ํ๊ณ , ๊ทธ๋์ ๋ด ์๊ฐ์ ์ผ๋ถ๋ฅผ ์ฌ๋ฌ๋ถ๊ณผ ๊ณต์ ํ ๊ธฐํ๊ฐ ์๊ฒจ์ ๊ธฐ์๋ค.
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Life at GGU, for me, is multidimensional and my emotions are similarly complex. At the moment I am in a sweet spot, but I can just as easily recall times of deep unhappiness, loneliness and dissatisfaction. Ironically, it is sometimes the same phenomena that can give rise to such opposite feelings. One of these is the rural setting. At times I revel in the peacefulness, and at other times it makes me feel disconnected and isolated. It is especially difficult to meet people and make friends, living out here.
๋์๊ฒ ๊ธ๊ฐ๋์์์ ์ถ์ ๋ค์ฐจ์์ ์ด๊ณ ๋ด ๊ฐ์ ์ ๊ทธ์ฒ๋ผ ๋ณต์กํ๋ค. ์ง๊ธ์ ๋๋ ์ต๊ณ ์ ์ํ์ ์์ง๋ง,๋ํ ์ฝ๊ฒ ๊น์ ๋ถํ, ์ธ๋ก์, ๋ถ๋ง์กฑ์ ๋๊ผ๋ ์๊ฐ๋ค์ ๋ ์ฌ๋ฆด ์ ์๋ค. ์ญ์ค์ ์ด๊ฒ๋, ๊ฐ์ ์ ์ด ๋์๊ฒ ๊ทธ๋ฌํ ์๋ฐ๋๋ ๊ฐ์ ๋ค์ ๋ถ๋ฌ์ผ์ผํจ๋ค. ๊ทธ๋ฐ ์ ๋ค ์ค ํ๋๋ ์ด๊ณณ์ ์ ์์ ์ธ ํ๊ฒฝ์ด๋ค. ๋๋ ๋๋๋ก ํํ๋ก์์ ํ ๋ป ๋น ์ ธ ์ด๊ธฐ๋ ํ๊ณ , ์ด๋ค ๋๋ ๋จ์ ๊ฐ๊ณผ ๊ณ ๋ฆฝ๊ฐ์ ๋๋ผ๊ธฐ๋ ํ๋ค. ํนํ ์ฌ๊ธฐ์๋ ์ฌ๋์ ๋ง๋๊ณ ์น๊ตฌ๋ฅผ ๋ง๋๋ ๊ฒ์ด ์์ฃผ ํ๋ค๋ค.
Having a car has made a huge difference to my life and I am still getting used to the freedom it gives me. At the most basic level, I am extremely grateful that I no longer have to embark on arduous shopping expeditions that involve hours of waiting, rattling around on a crammed bus, and stumbling back like an orangutan dragging heavy shopping bags.
์ฐจ๋ฅผ ๊ฐ์ง๊ฒ ๋ ๊ฒ์ ๋์ ์ถ์ ํฐ ๋ณํ๋ฅผ ๊ฐ์ ธ์๊ณ ๋๋ ์ฌ์ ํ ์ด๊ฒ์ด ๋ด๊ฒ ์ค ์์ ์ ์ต์ํด์ง๊ณ ์๋ค.๊ฐ์ฅ ๊ทผ๋ณธ์ ์ผ๋ก, ๋ ์ด์ ๋ช ์๊ฐ์ ๊ธฐ๋ค๋ฆฌ๊ณ , ๋์ปน๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋ ๋ง์ ๋ฒ์ค์ ํ์นํ๊ณ , ๋ง์น ๋ฌด๊ฑฐ์ด ์ผํ๋ฐฑ์ ์ง์ด์ง ์ค๋์ฐํ์ฒ๋ผ ๋ค๋ก ํ์ฒญ์ด๋ ๊ณ ๋ ์ผํ ์์ ์ ํ์ง ์์๋ ๋๋ค๋ ๊ฒ์ด ๋งค์ฐ ๊ธฐ์๋ค.
For some, life at GGU is about chicken and beer, fun, laughter, friendships and, of course, learning. For me, it is mostly about learning โ of various kinds. Learning to accept my circumstances, trying to make meaning here and now, and focus on making a contribution. I am also learning to be content being with myself and to use my time productively on activities that enrich me both now, and in the future. The Internet is a lifeline and I have just completed my third free online course. I also spend time creating artworks, reading and exercising โ though Iโm not as active or fit as I used to be.
๋๊ตฐ๊ฐ์๊ฒ ๊ธ๊ฐ๋ํ๊ต์์์ ์ถ์ ์น๋งฅ, ์ฌ๋ฏธ, ์์, ์ฐ์ , ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ๋น์ฐํ โ๋ฐฐ์โ์ ๊ดํ ๊ฒ์ด๋ค. ๋์๊ฒ ๊ธ๊ฐ๋ํ๊ต์์์ ์ถ์ ๋๋ถ๋ถ ๋ค์ํ ์ข
๋ฅ์ ๋ฐฐ์๊ณผ ๊ด๋ จ๋ ๊ฒ์ด์๋ค. ์์ ์ ์ํฉ์ ๋ฐ์๋ค์ด๋ ๊ฒ์ ๋ํ ๋ฐฐ์, ์ง๊ธ ์ด๊ณณ๊ณผ ์ง๊ธ ์ด ์๊ฐ์์์ ์๋ฏธ๋ฅผ ๋๋ ค๊ณ ํ ๊ฒ, ํ์ ํ๋๋ฐ ์ง์คํ ๊ฒ ๋ฑ์ด ๊ทธ๊ฒ์ด๋ค. ๋ํ, ๋๋ ์๋ถ์ง์กฑ ํ๋ ๊ฒ์ ๋ฐฐ์ฐ๊ณ ์๊ณ , ํ์ฌ์ ๋ฏธ๋์ ๋๋ฅผ ํ์กฑํ ํ ํ๋๋ค์ ์๊ฐ์ ์์ฐ์ ์ผ๋ก ์ฌ์ฉํ๋ ๋ฒ๋ ๋ฐฐ์ฐ๊ณ ์๋ค. ์ธํฐ๋ท์ ๋์ ์๋ช
์ค์ธ๋ฐ, ์ต๊ทผ์ ๋๋ ๋์ ์ธ ๋ฒ์งธ ๋ฌด๋ฃ ์จ๋ผ์ธ ๊ฐ์ข๋ฅผ ๋ง์ณค๋ค. ๋๋ ๋ํ ๋ฏธ์ ํ์ ๋ง๋ค๊ณ ๋
์๋ฅผ ํ๋ ์ผ์๋ ์๊ฐ์ ํ ์ ํ๊ณ ์๋ค. ๋น๋ก ์ ์ฒ๋ผ ํ๋์ ์ด์ง ์์ง๋ง, ์ด๋๋ ํ๊ณ ์๋ค.
My students are definitely my greatest inspiration for learning. I feel great affection and a sense of responsibility towards them. To me, my students are like my own children. Education โ the nature of teaching and learning โ fascinates me. Itโs an ongoing challenge that I ponder almost obsessively. I hope to contribute, over time, to a revolution in education. The fundamental questions I ask are: what are we doing, and how and why? What should and could we be doing, and how? What value am I offering my students โ am I doing enough?
๋์ ํ์๋ค์ ๋ถ๋ช
๋ด ์ต๊ณ ์ ๋ฐฐ์์ ์์ฒ์ด๋ค. ๋๋ ํ์๋ค๋ก๋ถํฐ ํฐ ์ํฅ์ ๋ฐ์๊ณ ๊ทธ๋ค์ ๋ํ ์ฑ
์๊ฐ์ ๋๋๋ค. ๋์๊ฒ ํ์๋ค์ ๋ด ์์๊ณผ๋ ๊ฐ๋ค. ๊ฐ๋ฅด์นจ๊ณผ ๋ฐฐ์์ ๋ณธ์ฑ์ธ โ๊ต์กโ์, ๋๋ฅผ ๋งค๋ฃ์ํจ๋ค. ์ด๊ฒ์ ๋ด๊ฐ ์ง์ํ๊ฒ ์๊ฐํ๋ ๋์์๋ ๋์ ์ด๋ค. ๋๋ ๊ต์ก์ ํ์ ํ๋ ๋ฐ์ ์ง์์ ์ผ๋ก ๊ธฐ์ฌํ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์ํ๋ค.๋ด๊ฐ ๋ฌป๋ ๊ทผ๋ณธ์ ์ธ ์ง๋ฌธ์ ๋ค์๊ณผ ๊ฐ๋ค. ์ฐ๋ฆฌ๋ ๋ฌด์์ ํ๊ณ ์์ผ๋ฉฐ, ์ด๋ป๊ฒ, ์ ํ๊ณ ์๋๊ฐ. ์ฐ๋ฆฌ๋ ๋ฌด์์ ํ๊ณ ์์ด์ผ ํ๊ณ , ์ด๋ป๊ฒ ํ ๊ฒ์ธ๊ฐ. ๋๋ ํ์๋ค์๊ฒ ์ด๋ ํ ๊ฐ์น๋ฅผ ์ ๋ฌํ๊ณ ์๋๊ฐ, ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ์ด๊ฒ์ผ๋ก ์ถฉ๋ถํ๊ฐ.
Sadly, I deeply miss the professional and personal support and stimulation I experienced from interacting with my colleagues, whom I taught with in South Africa. Over a decade we established deep friendships that continue till today. Perhaps due to language and cultural barriers, I have not been able to establish that same interaction here. Having been in a management position before, it is peculiar for me, to not only generally be clueless as to what is going on around me, but to be almost like a ghost who cannot make any contribution beyond my own classroom. This void is partly filled by my membership of a professional teaching organisation in South Korea, called KOTESOL. We organise conferences and networking activities that offer support and opportunities for professional development of English teachers. I have gleaned many useful ideas that I have implemented in my classes.
์ ์ํ๊ฒ๋, ๋จ์ํ๋ฆฌ์นด๊ณตํ๊ตญ์์ ๋์ ๊ต์ง์ ํจ๊ป ํ๋ ๋๋ฃ๋ค๊ณผ ์ํธ๊ต๋ฅ๋ฅผ ํ ๋ ๊ฒฝํํ๋ ์ ๋ฌธ์ ์ด๊ณ ๊ฐ์ธ์ ์ธ ์ง์๊ณผ ์๊ทน์ด ๋ชน์ ๊ทธ๋ฆฝ๋ค. 10๋
์ด ๋๋๋ก ๋์ ๋ด ๋๋ฃ๋ค์ด ์์ ๊น์ ์ฐ์ ์ ์ง๊ธ๊น์ง ์ด์ด์ง๊ณ ์๋ค. ์๋ง๋ ์ธ์ด์ ๋ฌธํ๋ผ๋ ์ฅ๋ฒฝ์ผ๋ก ์ธํด, ์ด๊ณณ์์๋ ๊ทธ ์ ๋์ ๊ต๋ฅ๋ ํ ์ ์์๋ ๊ฒ ๊ฐ๋ค.์ผ์ ์ ๊ด๋ฆฌ์ง์ ์์ ๋, ๋ด ์ฃผ์ ์ผ์ ์งํ์ ๋ํด ์ ๋ฐ์ ์ผ๋ก ๋ฌด์งํ๋ ๊ฒ๋ฟ๋ง ์๋๋ผ ๋ง์น ์ ๋ น์ฒ๋ผ ๋ด ์์
๋๋จธ๋ก๋ ์๋ฌด๋ฐ ์ํฅ์ ๋ผ์น ์ ์์๋ ๊ฒ์ด ๋ด๊ฒ๋ ์ด์ง์ ์ด์๋ค. KOTESOL์ด๋ผ ๋ถ๋ฆฌ๋ ํ๊ตญ์ ๋ํ์์ด๊ต์กํํ์์ ์์์ ์ด ๊ณตํํจ์ ์ผ๋ถ ์ฑ์์ฃผ์๋ค. KOTESOL์์ ์ฐ๋ฆฌ๋ ์์ด ๊ต์ก์์ ๋ฐ์ ์ ์ํ ์ง์๊ณผ ๊ธฐํ๋ฅผ ์ ๊ณตํ๋ ํํ์ ๋คํธ์ํฌ๋ฅผ ๊ตฌ์ถํ๋ค. ๋๋ ๋ด ์์
์ ์ ์ฉํ๋ ์๋น์์ ์ ์ฉํ ์์ด๋์ด๋ฅผ ์ด๊ณณ์์ ์ป์๋ค.
As mentioned above, I experience language as a very real barrier between people. It helps me to appreciate the practical necessity of having one language as a shared medium for communication. I am ashamed to admit that, for now, I have laid to rest my struggle with trying to learn Korean. It will take me forever before I can have a real conversation and there are very few opportunities for me to practice at GGU. Quite honestly, I am also not dedicated enough to spend the bulk of my free time studying the language.
์์ ์ธ๊ธํ ๊ฒ์ฒ๋ผ, ๋๋ ์ฌ๋ ์ฌ์ด์ ์ธ์ด๊ฐ ์์ฒญ๋ ์ฅ๋ฒฝ์ด ๋๋ ๊ฒ์ ๊ฒฝํํ๋ค. ์ด๊ฒ์ ๋ด๊ฐ ํ๋์ ์ธ์ด๋ฅผ ๊ณตํต๋ ์์ฌ์ํต์ ๋๊ตฌ๋ก ๊ฐ๋ ๊ฒ์ ์ค์์ฑ์ ์ธ์ ํ๊ฒ ํ๋ค. ๋๋ ๊ทธ๊ฒ์ ์ธ์ ํ๋ ๊ฒ์ด ๋ถ๋๋ฝ๊ณ ,๊ทธ๋์ ์ง๊ธ ๋๋ ํ๊ตญ์ด๋ฅผ ๋ฐฐ์ฐ๋ ค๊ณ ๋ฐ๋ฒ๋ฅ ์น๋ ๊ฒ์ ๋์๋ฒ๋ ธ๋ค. ์ด๊ฒ์ ์๋ง ๋ด๊ฐ ์ง์ ํ ๋ํ๋ฅผ ํ๊ธฐ ์ ์๋ ๋๋ฅผ ๊ณ์ ์ง์น๊ฒ ํ ๊ฒ์ด๊ณ ๊ธ๊ฐ๋ํ๊ต์์ ๋ด๊ฐ ์ฐ์ตํ ๊ธฐํ ๋ํ ๋ณ๋ก ๋จ์ง ์์๋ค. ์์งํ๊ฒ,๋ ๋ด ์์ ์๊ฐ์ ์๋น ๋ถ๋ถ์ ์ธ์ดํ์ต์ ์ฌ์ฉํ๋ ๊ฒ์ ํ์ ์ ์ด์ง๋ ์๋ค.
During this time of reflection, I have taken stock of the many advantages I enjoy here. These include, feeling safe, being able to comfortably provide for myself and others, taking just three minutes to walk to work, being served a wholesome (MSG free) cooked meal at lunchtime, and living in a kind and gentle environment, to mention a few. But for me, the greatest benefit is being immersed in nature. In nature I can completely relax and let go. And because nature speaks no language, and belongs to no one, it offers unconditional acceptance and a sense of belonging, no matter which culture you belong to. The fact that this is a Buddhist university has also made a personal difference to me. I experience Buddhist practitioners as genuinely kind and open-hearted, and some of them have become my friends. One person, in particular, has made a huge impact on my life. He has helped make Korean culture more accessible to me and and we have shared some special experiences together. His ongoing support and friendship helped me through a very trying time when my father passed away last year. Life is empty without such friendships.
์ด ์ฑ์ฐฐ์ ์๊ฐ ๋์, ๋ด๊ฐ ์ด๊ณณ์์ ๋๋ฆฌ๋ ํํ์ ๋ํด ์๊ฐํด๋ดค๋ค. ๋งํ์๋ฉด, ์์ ๊ฐ์ ๋๋ผ๋ ๊ฒ, ๋ ์์ ๊ณผ ๋ค๋ฅธ ์ด๋ค์ ์ํด ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๋ ์์ด ๋ฌด์ธ๊ฐ๋ฅผ ์ ๊ณตํ ์ ์๋ค๋ ๊ฒ, ๊ทผ๋ฌด์ง๊น์ง ๊ณ ์ 3๋ถ์ด ๊ฑธ๋ฆฌ๋ ๊ฒ, ์ ์ฌ๋ MSG ์๋ ์ฒญ์ ํ ์์ฌ๋ฅผ ํ๋ ๊ฒ, ํฌ๊ทผํ๊ณ ์ ๋ คํ ํ๊ฒฝ์์ ์ฌ๋ ๊ฒ๊ณผ ๊ฐ์ ๊ฒ๋ค์ด๋ค. ๊ทธ๋ฌ๋ ๋์๊ฒ ๊ฐ์ฅ ํฐ ํํ์, ์์ฐ์ ๋ฌปํ ์ฐ๋ค๋ ์ ์ด๋ค. ์์ฐ ์์์ ๋๋ ์์ ํ ํด์์ ์ทจํ๊ณ , ๋ ์์ ์ ๋จ์น ์ ์๋ค. ์์ฐ์ ์ด๋ค ๋ง๋ ํ์ง ์๊ณ ๋๊ตฌ์๊ฒ๋ ์ํ์ง ์๊ธฐ์, ์ฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ ์ด๋ ๋ฌธํ๊ถ์ธ๊ฐ์ ์๊ด์์ด ๋ฌด์กฐ๊ฑด์ ์ธ ํฌ์ฉ๊ณผ ์์๊ฐ์ ์ค๋ค. ๊ธ๊ฐ๋ํ๊ต๊ฐ ๋ถ๊ต ๋ํ์ด๋ผ๋ ๊ฒ ๋ํ ๋ด๊ฒ ํ๋์ ๋ณํ๋ฅผ ๋ง๋ค์ด ๋๋ค. ๋ถ๊ต ์ ๋๋ค์ ์ง์ค๋ก ๋ค์ ํ๊ณ ์ด๋ฆฐ ๋ง์์ด๋ฉฐ, ๊ทธ๋ค ์ค ์ผ๋ถ๋ ๋ด ์น๊ตฌ๊ฐ ๋์๋ค. ํนํ ๊ทธ์ค ํ ์ฌ๋์, ๋ด ์ธ์์ ํฐ ์ํฅ์ ์ฃผ์๋ค. ๊ทธ๋ ๋ด๊ฐ ํ๊ตญ ๋ฌธํ์ ๊ฐ๊น์์ง ์ ์๋๋ก ๋์์ฃผ์๊ณ , ์ฐ๋ฆฌ๋ ํน๋ณํ ๊ฒฝํ์ ํจ๊ปํ๊ธฐ๋ ํ๋ค. ๊ทธ์ ๋์์๋ ๊ฒฉ๋ ค์ ์ฐ์ ์ ์๋
์ฐ๋ฆฌ ์๋ฒ์ง๊ฐ ๋์๊ฐ์
จ์ ๋ ๋ฌด์ฒ ํ๋ค์๋ ์๊ฐ์ ๊ทน๋ณตํ๊ฒ ๋์์ฃผ์๋ค. ์ถ์ ์ด๋ฐ ์ฐ์ ์์ด๋ ์ ๋น ๊ฐ์ ์ด๋ค.
Of course, there are sacrifices to be made living this way, such as having no real privacy, very little agency and no sense of home. But for now, the advantages outweigh the sacrifices. I know that someday I will own my own home and have my own gorgeous cat, dog, and even, hopefully, a rescue horse to love! Essentially, life at GGU is a simple life, which especially as I grow older, I think, is a good life.
๋ฌผ๋ก ์ด๋ฐ ์ถ์ ์ํด์๋ ์ถฉ๋ถ์น ๋ชปํ๋ ํ๋ผ์ด๋ฒ์์ ๋ณด์ฅ์ด๋ผ๋ ์ง, ์์ฃผ ์ ์ ๊ถ๋ฆฌ๋ผ๋ ์ง, ์ง์ฒ๋ผ ์น์ํ ๋๋์ ๋ถ์ฌ์ ๊ฐ์ ํฌ์๋ ์์๋ค. ๊ทธ๋ฌ๋ ์ง๊ธ์, ํํ๋ค์ด ์ด ๊ฐ์ ํฌ์๋ค์ ํจ์ฌ ๋ฐ์ด๋๋๋ค. ์ด์ฐจํผ ์ธ์ ๊ฐ๋ ๋ด ์ง์ ๊ฐ๊ฒ ๋ ๊ฒ์ด๊ณ , ๋ฉ์ง ๊ณ ์์ด, ๊ฐ, ์๋๋ฉด ํน์ ์ด ์ข๊ฒ ๋ง์ ์
์ํ์ฌ ์ฌ๋์ ์ฃผ๋ฉฐ ์ด ํ
๋ ๋ง์ด๋ค. ๊ทผ๋ณธ์ ์ผ๋ก ๊ธ๊ฐ๋ํ๊ต์์์ ์ถ์ ๊ฐ๋จํ ์ถ์ด๊ณ , ํนํ ๋ด๊ฐ ์ฑ์ฅํด๊ฐ์๋ก ์ข์ ์ถ์ด๋ผ๋ ์๊ฐ์ด ๋ ๋ค.