laugh when i hit the ground

• 'my life's going by, but it's just begun.'

• 'all the times that feel like everything, when nothing really happens at all.'

• 'all the things you don't wanna let go, you wanna look back on in the cold.'

• 'there's a time you'll seek out a disguise, when you think people hate you the most. and it gets worse before it gets better, that's one thing that i've come to know. just so you know.'

• 'you've turned into someone that i never knew.'

• 'pick up the pieces, finding a place in the world to be.'

• 'when shit gets hard, don't worry about me.'

• 'laugh when i hit the ground.'

• 'we were wanting to grow up every weekend, now we're watching the moments as they're leaving.'

• 'don't let them take away all the games we've played; go on and take a bow, 'cause it's over now.'

• 'we can get up and try to feel ok again.'

• 'you & i, we grew up in the suburbs, now you're gone, the city's done a number. it is not the same without you around.'

• 'am i so thin that you can see through?' the fact that such a hit of a line comes from one of their most batshit crazy songs is so funny to me

• 'thought i saw your shadow under the door - just a trick of the light i've seen before.'

• 'what age would you call your prime? we've been at this for a long time.'

• 'i can't make up another drawn-out vague excuse.'

• 'is my silence deafening you?'

• 'i hope you're happy with the things that you've got, and i'll still remember all the bright parking lots.'

• 'heart on my sleeve, i just can't believe that i wasn't doing enough.'

• 'let's invite your friends for a backseat drive.'

• 'we're one in the same - thinking the world's too easy.'

• 'you're talking while you're fast asleep, as i walk slowly from your house. back in your room remain the words i wanna say to you but couldn't leave my mouth.'

• 'in that important room, you've got your pictures up on the wall.'

• 'am i a poster child for pity?'

• 'bite my tongue off with a smile, i can't feel it anymore.'

• 'i see you loving on the sidelines, i think about it at the wrong times.'

• 'weathered and faded, who feels alone in the world? you do.'

• 'that empty space left in my bed from when you stayed the night.'

• 'haven't talked in months, i knew it'd be tough.'

• 'the empty space, discoloured walls painted over.'

• 'keep an ear at the door for me.'

• 'language of averted eyes.'

• 'the times all change, they waste away, but i just want to sleep today.'

• 'for sake of conversation, could you read the writings on my sleeve? 'cause that's the best you're gonna get.'

• 'better to break than bend again.'

• 'i don't wanna think about it, if i'm really wasting all of your time.'

• 'i don't wanna think about it, when we're on different coastlines.'

• 'you've found a new place in the world that i can't find.'

• 'i'd never give up on you, but you gave up on me, and that's what i get for falling in love.'

• 'hurt by the thought that you'd give in.'

• 'i hear it all wasting time around my head, so i talk to myself instead.'

• 'part of you is always there with someone new.'

• 'so many people and people, and people, and people, and people, and nobody gets me like you.'

• 'all the things that make sense suddenly feel different.'

• 'that empty space left in my bed from when you stayed the night.'

• 'i still wake up wishing you're there when i open my eyes.'

• 'indecisive feelings of enjoyment, hold that thought, i think i need a moment.'

• 'i couldn't find the right words to use, but i knew that you knew.'

• 'the moments that stay, they turn out all wrong.'

• 'i don't know where we're going but i'd like to be by your side.'

• 'the older i get, i get more insecure.'

• 'if i reflect, look back on that other place and time - when you left for a while and i kinda lost my mind.'

• 'feeling like my mind's wiped, he looks more like your type.'

• 'there's a place you used to take me almost twice a week, and at first you made me nervous, i could hardly speak. i don't really think about it anymore.'

• 'living in the background, wondering what you meant.'

• 'life's like a waste of time when you're not here to distract me from the things that i lack.'

• 'don't usually cry but looks like that's over.'

• 'sleepless, now my eyes are red.'

• 'can't stop a mood that swings.'

• 'at the end of the day, i'm not far away, i'm staying; a face in the crowd and you're not around, it's fading.'

• 'treacherous doctor, do you know what's the matter with me?'

• 'i like to have you around, you see right through me.'

• 'if you wanted, i would never call you, never think about you, never let you go.'

• 'trust fall off of the bed, then i busted my head.'

• 'at the end of the day, are we on our way, breaking.'

• 'and now i see, you see right through me. and now it's real, just like a movie.'

sometimes these change a bit but generally this is what i think (marvelous could maybe be a summer or winter song as well, and dnw gives me autumnal vibes sometimes). the irony of not one spring ep song being in the spring category lol