getting upset over extremely petty things

i LOVE oriental shorthairs. look at the ears. look at the legs. look at the tail. legs so long, wonderful. i LOVE when they do the little thing where they hang their arms over things, it really shows how long they are. their noses are so broad, its lovely. i love them i love them i love them i LOVE THEM

I hate human kind i mean why do we need a government. whats the point in destroying the world just because they want more houses and other stuff we dont need. what is the point in a pavement or a sidewalk. cars are useful but all they do is cause pollution and kill animals. even our trash and silly colorful wrapping paper kills animals. water bottles are useless, its just water with salt. money is useless its just paper . The second we are able to get a job we become work slaves for the government. brands try to get you to use it as a child so that you will continue to buy it till you die. taxes are only there so they can use your money to ruin the world more. even something as small as fireworks causes a load of pollution. gunpowder exploding in the air. even rockets cause pollution but nobody cares about the planet we live on all the matters is having more buildings and crap and people are just like " oh well if we destroy earth and make every animal extinct, who cares! we can have mars next!" because what will we do when mars is all ruined? The government is useless. we cut down thousands of trees each day for our little buildings. people will just kill any animal that has sharp teeth just because it looked at it funny. i get sad and mad when im in the car and i see a empty field or trash by the road. i mean saying i wish i was a different animal seems nice but then you would have to deal with humans. Animals like pandas and red pandas are endangered because of humans buildings and destroying their habitats. And very few people are doing anything about it. because nobody cares anymore. Because they think that only people matter. animals that need a low humidity or a cold temperature to live could die because of global warming. Only a few people are doing anything and they never get on the news but the people who get their snowman hit get on the news. if you want on the news all you have to do is make up some story and call the news station. people like fast cars. people like fast cars but imagine being an animal and trying to cross a road where all the cars are going fast. people experiement on animals for their fancy mascara and other stupid products. when a natural disaster happens, such as a hurricane, a tornado or etc people imminently think of the people who were affected but has anyone ever said anything about how the animals that may have been affected. from what i know, no. People are greedy and selfish creatures. If there is an animal such as a spider or ladybug they will kill them. or any animal that cant defend itself against human creations. Imagine what happens to animals when we are constantly testing out bombs and explosive weapons

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im so inarticulate. i cant get out what i want because i can never find the right words and its so hard.. its so upsetting. its hard to talk to people and its hard to write and its hard to make art. its so hard to write these rants because there are such specific words that i need, but sometimes it feels like they dont exist. i reach out and ill grasp at nothing. it makes me feel so stupid. theres so many things i want to say all the time but i just cant and it makes me so upset. its hard to even make art, its hard to grasp at ideas. i know that when people cant think of how to articulate themselves they can turn to art or music or whatever but i cant do that, because its hard to think of how to describe myself, its hard to think of ideas and fuck i cant even find the word. concept? maybe. its hard to grasp at concepts even when they come out of my own head. so often i can think of something i want to do, like an art project and ill start and all the ideas ive had for it will suddenly dissapear, and when they dont just dissapear they linger like theyre mocking me. its just almost within my reach and yet, no matter how much i strain to grab it, it will never get any closer and the idea will hover over me, making sure it can stay in my head but never be understood. its just so hard to make things and its so hard to speak about things. i hate that.   i never feel like im finished... i never feel like im finished with what im saying, its like theres a shadow of an idea in the back of my head that tries so hard to stay hidden, but i can tell its there

i love music so much. its so intricate and its so beautiful. its so interesting how people make music and how they come up with the stuff they write to get out all the emotions theyre feeling. its crazy how people can feel things and write em down into music and come out with something so beautiful, and something thats their own that perfectly describes ther feelings, better than anything else ever could. its so emotional and i love it, even if it seems one sided and flat there was so much thought that went into that and there is so much feeling in it. sometimes there are things in music that you cant even hear, that you cant tell is there, yet if it was missing it would feel empty and wrong. its crazy how people can make something and say 'yknow, this isnt quite right' and add something so personal and important to themselves and make that piece just right. every note, every beat, every little thing is a piece of somebodys soul, its something that they thought of to properly express themselves. i am in awe that people can do this, its insane.. every word means something to the artist and even if we dont understand it, we can tell that there is feeling and that the artist really means what they are saying. you can hear the emotion. its insane that people can make something intangible so much like something you can touch, something that you can feel. its hard enough to fill an empty canvas with art, something that you can see, but its crazy that people are able to look at anything and fill that canvas, whatever it may be, with something you cant even see..... i have so much more to say but i cant get it out... i cant describe it properly