seventh son of a seventh son

my roommates are both like    hot men ..... -_-   theyre so nice too.... ive never had  a real conversation with one of them but he always offers me food when we;re in the kitchen together and shovels the stairs when it snows,,, the other is an emo hungarian bartender and we talk about g*d  and being casually suic*dal.... hes got a face ... this sounds like a tumblr,com post .  the first one alaso does pull ups on his doorframe while listening to radiohead  and we did play chess once  ... sometims i’ll just hear a muffled spanish curse word resonate in the hallway and ik edgar is playing chess  .   its my quiet home

it costs like $3000 Large to become a certified reiki practionista so i became a pharmacy tech instead.... its hard bein a soft spoken, iron deficient  b*tch in customer service but the metal that evades my bloodstream fortifies my will so i’m doing okay.  so much has happened... but i feel unchanged by most of it....

my life is like. ... Bad and in irreparable shambles but I am in l o v e and i am loved by someone out there ... . for this ,i will see the nite thru to morning

i cant socialize ill be institutionalized..... the truth yea is Just a lie.....

the bond between two women washing their feet in the sinks of a greyhound bus terminal bathroom

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im going to dip my feet in the water (liquid scum)  and do some handstands on park benches  ..... i think sometime this year i want to try and get a sort of certification to teach yoga, ive never been to a real yoga class but i have a limber figure and  can emanate a tranquil synergy at will ..... i could teach at the Y all over the country, that  would be a lot of fun, i wish i hadnt started college yet because now i have to either go back in a years time or start paying  my debts with no degree to show for them ... . FUck the Government for not letting me smoke weed with my homies !!  

its crazy how if you start waking up early and going outside to do things .... the world responds in one way or another and then you respond to the world  and sometimes  you’ll end up     deliriously happy in the springtime falling for  virgo with a foot fetish .. ...... 3 weeks away from leaving it all behind to work on a berry farm in west viriginia....  6 months away from walking down the eastern seaboard..... 10 minutes away by bus (or 30  by foot ) from watching geese on the monongahela riverside .... 

if i were to talk about the events of the past few weeks.... it would sound made up but thats life....   where to next ? 

 i cant believe 90′s grunge pioneers Nirvana, fronted by the original male feminist icon whom loves to eat pu$$y  -Kurt CObain - , didnt include Lithium in their legendary MTV unplugged live set