cursedempathyβ:
okay, so hereβs the deal:
when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focusΒ on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, iβve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.Β and because of this, no oneΒ is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like iβm so far away and iβm not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, itβs who i am. iβm a writer.
so!!! iβve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, iβm still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and itβs probablyΒ a lot to do with my floating brain but itβs no fun to me.
i willΒ still be writing on tumblr, though! iβve decided that iβm going to make a small multiΒ of characters that i intend to have in the novel iβm going to try to write outside of tumblr. iβm hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.Β i canβt say that itβs going to work and i canβt say that itβs going to last long, but iβve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what iβm going to wake up wanting to do from day to day.Β
iβve still got some work to do on it, but if youβd be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.
iβll be on @endfights and then also probably bringing back @magictaintβ and potentially another. damagemade is on an indefinite hiatus until i figure out why i hate it. thank you for your patience.
