cursedempathyā:
okay, so hereās the deal:
when i first put my multi on hiatus, i had it in my head that i was going to pick just a few muses and focusĀ on them to see if that helped writing. that worked for, what??? five seconds??? and anyone that talks to me on a semi regular basis knows that i have been jumping around even more now than i was back then. i shit you not, iāve come up with and/or wanted to bring back at least ten new muse ideas in the last month, if not more.Ā and because of this, no oneĀ is getting the attention i wanted to give them. i just feel like iām so far away and iām not writing like i want. and honestly, a big part of me wants to start writing outside of tumblr again, too! i miss it, itās who i am. iām a writer.
so!!! iāve come up with a new way to go through with the idea i proposed back then and try to help me do what i love to do outside of tumblr, too. to start with, all of my current blogs / characters are going on an indefinite hiatus. i will not write them anywhere at all. before i go further, this will not be permanent. i love these guys more than anything. however, iām still trying to do too much in my head and it is affecting everything. moreover, my muse for these guys just fluctuates far too much and itās probablyĀ a lot to do with my floating brain but itās no fun to me.
i willĀ still be writing on tumblr, though! iāve decided that iām going to make a small multiĀ of characters that i intend to have in the novel iām going to try to write outside of tumblr. iām hoping that focusing on them will help my focus in general, help me develop them and, in the end, help me write the novel that i want to write.Ā i canāt say that itās going to work and i canāt say that itās going to last long, but iāve got to try this for me. it feels like the best option at this point, instead of jumping between blogs and characters, not knowing what iām going to wake up wanting to do from day to day.Ā
iāve still got some work to do on it, but if youād be interested in following me and continuing interaction, you can find me on DAMAGEMADE.
iāll be on @endfights and then also probably bringing back @magictaintā and potentially another. damagemade is on an indefinite hiatus until i figure out why i hate it. thank you for your patience.











