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!!!!! Okay I’m gonna tell the whole story bc I REALLY need to!!!Sooo it was 2015 July 1st ish getting ready for GISHWES and misha said he was calling people who signed up for it ?! And it was totally spur of the moment I had just moved to Portland (literally been there for about a month) and was struggling to get a job (the one I had was terrible they weren’t paying me!!!!! So I quit)Anyway, I signed up 100% spur of the moment if he called me I would later donate my scholarship if he didnt call me … I would donate my scholarship I figured either way it’s a win for someone. Anyway… within the hour I get an email from someone at gishwes (I think) asking for my number saying misha MIGHT call me.. and here I am SWEATTING and in full blown panic mode….Anyway, I give them my number and say thank you and go down to the basement with my friends to hangout n watch some TV..I’m sweating checking twitter constantly,,,, and then misha tweeted….. something like “angel pick up your phone why are you ignoring my calls” and FOR SOME REASON I panic. He can’t be talking about ME right ??????????I run up stars, abandoning my friends, and there it is. My phone ringing !!!!! Unknown number !!!!! Okay so I’m shaking and I answer and fucking Misha Collins is on the other side all happy and amazing and he asks how I am and I can’t speak right, you know??? I mean…. MISHA COLLINS. My favorite actor, my hero, my favorite character on supernatural…Anyway, I’m stuttering and he’s being so sweet and calm, helping me have a conversation with him. And we just talked about normal stuff.. what I like doing it Portland, he suggested tons of stuff for me to do. He liked to go down to the bookstore Powell’s and read and get lost there.. I remember that specifically.. Most of the actually conversation is a blur but I remember his voice comforting me and just being so happy and kind to me….Yeah.. it was the most amazing 4 minutes of my life.. I could listen to him talk forever..Anyway.. that’s the story of how Misha called me..