Putting it Back Together.

I think you’re mixing up mockery and poking fun, my friend. It’s only mockery if you take it personally—which is honestly kinda concerning, since it means you might be er. How do I put this right? You see your gender identity/sexuality as integral to who you are as a person. I’m reeeal bad at explaining folks. But mockery stems from hatred, and there’s no hatred here.

like the way you talk abt mogai ppl isn’t AS PPL. you talk abt them like they’re animals in a zoo, your own personal freakshow. the least you could do is admit that that’s what you’re doing, instead of this whole “i’m here to save them from themselves” shtick. (2/2)—————————————Uhhhh interesting you say that seeing as I’ve stated multiple times that I genuinely care about mogai and see them as people?? I’ve also stated that I’m not going to force anyone into this nor do I expect all of them to like me. Poking fun at mogai is fine—I don’t believe anyone I’ve talked to actively harasses mogai. The only time I responded to people like that was when this was originally just a normal mogai blog. Well, not- er, you know what I mean.I mean I do get why people are upset with my methods, and I’m not going to tell them they shouldn’t be because they have the right to have their own opinions and speak them, as you are doing now and as I am doing in return. I never wanted to uhh… geez lost my train of thought. Mogai identities themselves, of course, I don’t really believe in. But the people themselves, the people within the community, I respect completely. I believe I can speak for everyone when I say that we don’t mean to mock /people/ when we talk about mogai identities. And if you feel that way, then that indicates that you might be too attached to it. Of course if someone says something homophobic a gay person will be offended and shit like that, but it’s more something about…. ok I’m not good at explaining thing and I don’t think I ever will be. So let’s drop that train of thought. Um…. god this is a mess.I don’t generally get pissy with people that send hate to me or people I disagree with unless it’s on something /really/ important and triggering to me, or they’ve hurt one of my friends. So it’s not apathy or anything, I’m just trying to stay civil. And part of me being civil sometimes means dissociating and sounding very… robotic? That also happens when I’m tired or just trying to sound official—like in the original post. The draft of that was written at two am and I added a little to it later before I posted it.If I only wanted entertainment, I would still have this blog as a troll blog to make up fake identities. I consciously made this change because I wanted to /make/ a change. Like I’ve said before, it’s mostly that I didn’t think things through very well. That’s kind of a habit of mine. I’m a very spontaneous person and it gets me into trouble sometimes. Y’all are probably going to call this all an excuse but it’s literally just me rambling and I don’t remember half of what I just typed. I’m going to assume I said everything I wanted to say and leave it here? But if I didn’t there’s another post somewhere that’s like… uh. What did it even— ehhhhhh you’ll figure it out if you actually care about my side of things, which, judging by this ask you really probably don’t. Props if you read all of this though.

Oogh yeah, I feel you. I look at beyond-mogai and the like a lot, but I never rb their posts so they don’t block any of my accounts. Besides, I like talking to Arco in particular—they’re my go-to when I don’t understand something and want to ask questions—so it would be sad if they blocked my personal :(

Well, things are falling apart just as gloriously as I expected. Which honestly probably should have affected my plans but I'm not particularly genius when it comes to thinking ahead. So as the ringmaster of this circus I think I'm going to do some rebranding. Clearly our mogai audience is displeased with my methods—and I will remind you, don't try bashing anyone else on this blog because that was entirely my perspective—so I'm going to work with a broader audience. Honestly this is what I should have done to begin with, but what with spending so much time in the mogaisphere I have a bit of tunnel vision.

So, I'm just gonna open this up to questioning lgbt people in general. I'll just be giving the best advice I can. Honestly? Just lgbt related advice in general is fine. I'm a bit tired of trying to save the Titanic that is my reputation in the mogai community so I'm probably gonna stop answering any reblogs/asks having to do with that 'cause maaan, I've got more important things to do. They aren't very important things, but they're more important than that, I can assure you.

Anyway. Lgbt advice. Send asks if you need it. Screaming into the void is also fine, if that gives you satisfaction.