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Dear Diary- Day 6

I am feeling better today. I still feel sleepy from the seizure, but A+ job following my two Bright Lines. Karma A month ago I made a doctor’s appointment for my foot. I was excited because the doctor’s appointment was scheduled for this morning. Unfortunately, my doctor’s appointment was cancelled at the last minute (3 hours ago). Then, I called to reschedule the appointment, but the soonest…

Dear diary- Day 5

Oh Diary- My head hurts way to much to write anything today. I will say that I kept my two lines Bright today, so that’s a positive. To be continued……

Is IFS real?

Last night I didn’t just sleep on Keith’s side of the bed, I spread out across the entire bed. Ahh Paradise. Purple Hat Day, Week, Month Finally, I completed Bright Life Eating Boot Camp. I really like the ease of watching (and learning) videotaped modules from the comfort of my space, and there was really some helpful information packed in the BLE Boot Camp. But I have to confess, no shade,…

Start Bright Line Eating

How do you feel today? I’m anxious. Keith is getting ready to leave tomorrow. He’s going somewhere near Sicily this time. Typically the day before he leaves we eat at our favorite Mexican restaurant and gorge ourselves on chorizo and Margarita’s. But this time feels different. This time feels…off. I really think Keith is too good for me, but we’ve been together since 1991 so something must be…

Looking for comfort

Rock Bottom I don’t know if this bottom? The theory is that people don’t choose to get clean until they finally hit rock bottom. But what does rock bottom mean when you are addicted to food? We are all familiar with the signs of an addict. Right? Signs like- missing teeth, disheveled clothing, itching, body odor, needle marks, unusual need for money. True, I’m not offering blow jobs for a hit of…

90 day fiance obsessed

Season nine of 90 day fiance is like watching a train wreck.  I watch. I listen I choose sides (#Team Guillermo).  I yell and scream at the tv (Mike! Ximena doesn’t love you!).  And like a train wreck, disasters occur as a result of miscommunication (and lies). Bilal and Shaeeda (Trinidad & Tobago) Was Bilal a Navy SEAL?  On yesterday’s episode (30:36) Shaeeda was trying-on wedding gowns…

Save Peloton Broadway Series- 1

Do you remember Robin’s RENT ride on Peloton?   Robin’s RENT ride was first released back, by Peloton, in March of 2016. 2016 seems like a very long time ago. It was a time before COVID, before anyone knew Wuhan existed. We were all so innocent in twenty-sixteen. I was so naive until Robin’s RENT ride was purged and COVID forced everything to shut down. My Season of Love turned into something…