GELID JUGGERNAUT

i go off here

I made this blog feb 2014. Shiverjay kindly joined me. And we kinda got too busy in life to make much of it. For me personally, and Im going to talk abt me here, I’ve always wanted to run a tumblr blog. [a character ask one! you know how oc driven i am!] Don’t think this one will be removed,,,,,but who knows w tumblrs systems haha. Mostly its been MY ART to be flagged.

dangerously old post. but really???

Stuff like this is what I HATE. And is what I am mainly leaving for. I’m a sfw artist. Tumblr isn’t much feedback based, and to have psts like this be hidden from me, and a platform constantly changing against artists, is just, infuriating. 

Eithrway! Im amazed with the some of you. You have LITERALLY slowly watched me transition. I semi hate this account bc my art has aged, friends became transphobic or just plain awful. This account is the only thread leading to what was my sexual harasser also. So obviously Im ashamed to not make it into something better. I had goals for this. But I also had terrible burdens Im still not comfortable bringing up online. There sometimes isn’t much point to. I guess what Im saying is like, I’ve wanted to move on from him. I didn’t want to delete my accounts like I always do. But sometimes everything goes to shit and Im much safer doing so.

It’s weird to say. Because I don’t really talk here, AT ALL. But I want to say tumblr has obviously been such a safe place for me as a TRANS PERSON. Man my abusers don’t define me. They never do. And I can’t talk to anyone anymore, thinking people who are the result of abuse TRANSITION FOR THAT REASON. u r seriously fucked up and im not here to fuck w u

And if you are still here, believing that. Let me tell you to get the fuck out. Because you do NOT know me. You are NOT welcome here. And I have never shared my story. You should never fucking dig into people’s shit. Someone’s transitioning is sometimes personal. People only share so much online. And someone’s ABUSE is a whole other story!!! Just because I vagued in 2013 doesn’t mean you know my life story lol. So please fuck right off!!

Unless tumblr becomes art and creative friendly again, I don’t think I’ll even use the site FOR personal work. You can find us with the links above.

For me I hope to reuse insta again. both that and twitter for more, wip spamming,,,,,drafts and me rambling abt random shitt

Deviantart is for more polished works compiled. And my webcomic PATCHWORK. Because I have so much fun there... I prefer feedback/art focused websites. It’s been much more encouraging to have a COMMENT SECTION. rather than a mindless stream of feed I constantly have to fight to be at the top of.

strangely enough. newgrounds is always looking more appealing. Im hesitant bc I’ve nvr rlly....made an account. Just a browser w that golden age of animation. Also me is on Amino...but i need more excuses to be there posting hehe.

I did get a new art program. I rlly wanted here to b the first place for animation :[ but heres to hopin i can finally POST something of quality on,,,,youtube? whereevr rlly

Once I make more of my own comic, I’ll be uploading it to tapas also. But whenever I DO make new accounts,,,,u kno I’ll spam it everywhere. MAN besides that id love to make a portfolio site or something personal for my webcomic. But im much too small and need a notification system heh

anyways. thanks for reading me. mayb somethin w all of tumblrs cool features will come up. but for now im happy any of you enjoyed my inconsistent flow of art! and my lovely partners. he works so hard! and improving every day!