Incendio

Some times I love you, some times I don't.

You can't blame me okay?

Some nights I sit by myself and, just look at the sky, wondering how beautiful it would look with you lying beside me asking silly questions to which I don't have answers for, but we'd feed into your curiosity and find answers for that or simple, make them up for us.

Some days, I don't know what to wear and I panic, if I look fine or do I look too much or too less for my interview, and you'd calm me down telling me no matter how I looked I would definitely make it through, you'd soothe my ache and kiss me good luck.

On days when I'm with Sahiba, we forget the world and go around the town painting it red, buying unnecessary home decor, just because we like it. We talk about almost everything. She tells me about Zahir and why he loves his new job and how they're planning to welcome a new member in their home, and how she's nervous if she'll be capable of taking care of their dog.

I like to think of you and I, as Sahiba and Zahir, settling down, making big decisions, finding the correct name for our dog, designing our sweet Home and what not.

I like to think, I can be happy as Sahiba is, having you by my side.

I like to think what I think, because it's you I think about all the time. It's you I care for, all this while.

I can't stop thinking about you, Even when I am not I am thinking of you.

Even when I don't want to love you, you're always on my mind. I don't know why it keeps happening to me, whenever I take a leap and move, I come back to you.

Beautiful Sunset by the lake, witnessed!💙🍂