what’cha gonna do

terrible and not recommended.

going on tumblr to look at nice cat posts and funny text posts to try and get it to stop, and it does after a few minutes?

There’s lots going on. Work and GF and art and money frustration (not in danger or anything but stuff happened with my job where they were supposed to be deducting $$ for something but weren’t, and now I owe like $271, but I have it!! dont worry!! I’m just not gonna be able to do much of anything for a few weeks now)

Anyways though, I’m thinking maybe I can try and be like. Sociable again soon?

It’s weird, I ran off and then found myself on another website, befriended a girl, fell for her and vice versa, etc u know the rest... but like. i hardly talk to anybody but i can talk to her IDK whats going on, but like I feel like i should try and be like. properly friendly with my long distance friends again. (and my two short distance ones, though we’re starting to catch up again slowly) I just dont rrrreally. know how to, or really like, if I should, in some cases, cuz like, not saying this in a “boo hoo poor me” way but like some people seem like they’re doing good and like, what if i come back and then panic and leave again??? they dont deserve that yknow??

so idk.. i’m gonna just have to think abt it more i guess?????? brains are weird and emotional and mental healing and getting used to new situations is hard, yknow??