Gem

“Maybe I am the worst, maybe I have 100 horrible things about me..
But I still try, I try so hard to be different , for you”

My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping, I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.

How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.

You see I usually find myself among strangers because I drift here and there trying to forget the sad things that happened to me.

Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.

It has always been about us. I love you.