To The Rest!

Lay waste to haste, patience can be greatness, just don't look past the right time to act fast or you will never learn a better you!

"Oh yes, I do remember you, the one who bought me a drink or two, the nice man who bumped into me, who paid for our taxi home around three, we ended up liking all the same things, we danced, sang, drank, had a fling, and now all I remember is you shutting the door in the morning." Thats just to boring, its not all about scoring! Hi, my names Mitchell, I'm a guy of some sorts, like to do many things, a nerd who plays sports, I can tell you stories while I sing a song, I can hold you in laughter as we dance along, I can drink you under the table, hell I'll lay down there too, cause when you wake up in the morning ill be right next to you! These are some words that I would love to say, but unlike me it is you who won't stay. Thats okay though, plenty of fish in the sea? Well what happens when you swim along just enough to catch me, ill bite on your lure, get pulled through the pain, in hopes of relief and success and gain, but every time I get comfy, the string would snap, leaving another hole in my body to trap, trap the doubt and the worry, the wrath and the fury, all the liquor that silences my mourning. It doesnt seem to bore me anymore, I guess I just didn't understand the score. Hi my name is Mitchell, I can tell the future, wait and see, for after tonight you will say you remember me...

Time definitely has passed, so collapse already, are you not tired? Because its a shame to be lame, sustain and entertain before you fall flat on your ass, not hired. You have grown up a hell of a lot, but why the hell are you still here, you skate around and make yourself what you cant take all while frozen, shot with fear. For the better is all and now, so tell me, can’t you be relaxed, don’t stare at the people everywhere who don’t care like you do, because somehow they fall through the cracks. Forget who I was for he is not here, Isn’t it yet clear that my life draws near, for I am the bumblebee flying free to provide thee, just dont come near me or I will sting dont make me kill me

I like this difference, achieved through innocence, new bliss? Or insufficient commitment over impertinence, it makes me wince, like a darker prince, im lit, never hit, just miss, I spit, tied so tight knit that the glove never fits when I swing. Can I just knock one out of the park, ill try even till after dark, training, sustaining the gain and pain of this hype train that is happiness.. like... fuck...

Taken from either side, my dream of our double helix, Will never take place, no end to life’s race, natural fusion won’t come to fix, Ideas of future cuteness, taken away, how ruthless, no is what it’s all about, Know I’m not about to forget this, upon regrets so senseless, would make less sense if I didn’t shout, Speakeasies make it so easy to speak, but I’m not weak, just a dreamer.

I made a realization today of all the things that end life, The category is “No More”, on which I still hold strife, No more image of the glowing lights taken from sight, No more motion from the hugs on which I use all my might, No more listening from spoken words to even gentle breathing, No more passive begging when one changes pace and starts leaving, No more cuts and bruises from encouraged play fights, No more humor, sarcasm, laughs, no more funny late nights, I can write these for hours, and it only really takes one, to cause me pain, to darken the world, to raise this gun, The same gun given to me to prove my invincibility, Strangely is the only list of regrets that end me, My beginning is my end, there is nothing I can do, It all started and stopped with you.

I am alive because your still here, start growing over staying clear of your fear from my love, because your agony is killing me quietly.

The beholders eyes should die tonight for poor sight has led it to be fed up with your shoulders, those damned supporters trusted being the base of the bust which shoot stitches into my guts, straight slammed, how unplanned the taste over scent and look that took my sense and kicked it all to the curb im glued to this fool but your gold is untold, legendary, carry me to hell my lullaby, tonight For I am blind on your light, see!!!

Do you want to see my positivity, than hit me, I can’t wait until you see all of my sides, enjoy the ride, If you think I mean violence, then listen to my violins, They play jokes to poke your brain, because I am insane, My humor is the tumor that I want to grow inside you, Let the comedy bathe, like molly at a rave, lets slide through, Your smile is my battle, greatness through prattle, each time new, But my daily struggle is impenetrable, mental, yet frugal too, The only thing that cares to me is the care for others can’t you see, Even through all the shit I get you make my positivity!