Orange cat energy

Making a sick blueberry cake rn

anyone else feel like everything around them rn is like that scene in family guy where lois goes into that fake grocery store, and its all cardboard, and it all falls down around her and shes in the desert. Like everything is synthetic and flat and unreal and moves in weird ways and like you KNOW logically everything is real but nothing feels real or shar enough including yourself and your own thoughts and feelings, and it feels like everything is inconsequential as a result

I want to eat teeth

My essay word count is stifling my creative integrity

Whoever invented essay deadlines clearly has never had an unrequited crush and the habit of descending into melancholy because of it and it shows

I love essay feedback because it's a fun academic discussion that allows you to expand your own thought process and writing but I also hate it because why do I feel like I should just crawl into a hole and die whilst apologising to my lecturer for ever thinking I could write

I can't go to sleep until this fuck-ass wasp leaves my room

I think I have a tumblr because I can't keep any of my thoughts to myself

If a man dissapoints you, don't worry about it and instead daydream about Howl to cope because he would NEVER

Trust me bro, reading this fanfiction is an essential part of the essay writing process...

Just rewatched Howl's moving castle to remind me to have standards, the standard is whatever Howl and Sophie have.

Having a very Fiona Apple, Allanis Morisseti, Cassie from Skins, Dazey and the Scouts, Ladybird, The Bell Jar type of summer

Whenever I turn my notifications off I expect to turn them back on to like actual people wanting to talk to me but instead I get two notifications, one is finch telling me to do anxiety breathing exercises and the other one is the BBC telling me I'm going to get stabbed