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G a u n t l e t R u n . . .
" the day the whole world went away "
howdy, im hound. heres my rp blog. im multimuse, indie, and 18+. my top interests are currently apex legends, far cry, and overwatch, so i will have most motivation to play my muses from these mediums.
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🗡 Vaas Montenegro 🗡
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a part of the brunet almost did cease question akande at his words , a part of his mind still associating the past with the present wanting to follow order rather than stand out of line to authority . his jaw sets , hand shakily de-materializing his weapon as he fights to keep himself any sort of composed , gaze narrowing on the other when he speaks of being wise . that was a word to describe this terrorist , this absolute unit that sought chaos as a means to recreation . emre had always preferred arrogant , but right now he had no right to pick any callous words when he can't even remember the last he spoke to someone who's face he recalled . instead , emre listens , he feels as his shoulders slump and his attention wavers , the roller coaster of highs and lows unceremoniously deregulating him physically and mentally , but still tries to hone in on akande's words , his reason for even being here . the intense gaze feels like red hot irons upon his skin , granted it was better than the way max or moria stared at him when needing something , but emre could tell that a gaze this strong only meant one thing . his help was required .
he feels his mouth go dry , an added discomfort to the sensation of blood becoming sticky as it sat boldly along tan , breathing skin . you have impressed me . he's sure akande had said that to him before , words to butter him up and keep him in talon's clutches that years ago had worked . overwatch had become flippant when it came to emre and all the effort he had put into making the world a better place , it was the entire reason he left . having never felt included , noticed , or appreciated by the very people he had given all of his time to , to hear those words from anyone was impactful at first . now , the brunet feels haw his gut twists and churns uncomfortably , how bile threatens to rise in his throat as his gaze adamantly stays glued to any other portion of akande's face but his eyes . " it's not my work you're proud of . " he scoffs , a dejected , lopsided smile gracing his features as those tired eyes finally meet doomfist's gaze . " even if it were by my hand i wouldn't be proud . " his accent is thick as he feels a frown pull at his lips . he'd never cry over massacres like this , he'd found himself being on this end of them far too often , but he could never allow himself to lack remorse , nor guilt .
his arms splay , gesturing to corpses unrecognizable . " i would have never done damage like this . for you , maybe kill a person here , there , but this ? " emre shakes his head , arms falling back to his sides . " i am not proud of the things i am forced to do . i don't remember doing this -- i couldn't even tell you where we are , akande . " the finality in his tone is lethal , eyes dim as he finally breaks his gaze . " you're seeing the work of whatever talon thought would make me better . " emre says through gritted teeth . the idea that how he had been not being enough striking him to his core . " i am a fraction of who i was when i first started working with them , but hey , " while doomfist had softened his tone , the brunet had only hardened his further , " happy to see you enjoy it's handy work . . . " emre mulls over his next words for a couple of seconds , cogs turning in his head before his gaze shifts to the ground once more , tone softened , but only by pain . " what do you want with me . . . ? "
Akande focused hard on Emre as he moseyed his way through an explanation. His disposition, in this moment, was teetering on the edge of irritating- So much strength surged through this one man, and yet he sat here ashamed of himself? He looked completely miserable, like a scared little boy. Akande couldn't help but scoff, a look of humility taking over his features to save for the dull anger which brewed in his belly. It was quite a curious case in the first place, the boy couldn't even remember where he was. Akande had half a mind to doubt him, but Emre did not seem like the untruthful type, and he keeps referring to this " it ", did Talon really do something to him? His insistence on this being Talons doing did not escape Akande, no, for this was incredible ammo. " I do not see anyone else here alive but you. " He jests yet again, his gentle smile bright in the yellowed sky. Destruction on such a mass scale was something only Doomfist could laugh at, surely. His words felt light despite the weight of the corpses which littered the ground. " Are you, as you say, a fraction? " He starts, slowly approaching Emre further with his arm gesturing at the boy. He does not stop until he is close enough to hear his breath. " Or are you becoming whole? " He asks his question with a gentle conviction- for he knew what he wanted the answer to be. A gentle, yet firm, hand falling upon Emre's slumped shoulder as means to bring his attention back to. " I want you to be honest with me. " It is said lowly, Akande's tone falling into something sinister- almost threatening, and his grip tightening. " Because I have a proposition for you. "
And here it was, the very crux of this whole ordeal. Akande's expression hardened as he tilted his head to look into Emre's eyes. Truthfully, Akande had been following Emre for quite some time- it was hard to miss him. Whatever he had become, or whatever possessed him, had turned him into a weapon of total destruction. Emre's efficiency was unmatched, and when he was in the zone, he was unbeatable. Akande needed him on his side. He needed him to take down Talon. " I can help you, you know. " He starts, pausing between each dialog as to give Emre a chance to really hear him. " With our strength combined, Talon would not stand a chance. Vendetta would not stand a chance. I can free you from their grasp. " He is nearly unblinking as he speaks, his dark eyes boring into the soldier. " Why not join me? "
" the damage is pretty severe . " gabriel grumbled , black irises and unfocused pupils looking upon the beyond serrated limb attached to his now . . . previous boss . his tone had always sounded so annoyed , so flippant , and even now that doesn't subside . gloved hands grab and pull , disregarding any pain he brought akande . this wasn't good . " you've always had to act so high and mighty . . . look where it got you , akande . " the name is hissed , his free hand coming to pull his mask up his face as he can inspect , and just maybe figure out some way to repair the damage his currently defunct boss had done .
(oh yeah FUCKING yeah reaper HATES vendetaa OF COURSE he was gonna find akande GET OUT OF MY FACE! / selfmenticide)
Akande could feel only the suggestion of touch as rubble and grime was brushed aside from his limp body, the clump of rock and deep voice which called to him inaudible in comparison to the shrill ring which tore through his head. He did not have the strength to open his eyes, and a bright pain begun to bloom all over his body, but despite it all, the most unbearable of pains was the shame which settled unto him much like the dust which now danced upon his dark skin. It was an insult to Akande's character- everything he had built, all of sacrifice, and pain, just ripped out of his... now one, arm. If it were stray dogs sniffing at his body in this moment, he was ready to let them take the remains. It took the muddled mention of his name to bring him to any sort of consciousness, the ghostly hiss slinking into the air. Perhaps Vendetta had come down to gloat, she seemed like the prideful type, or maybe even O'Dorian came down to pick up some spare parts. The possibilities flickered in Akande's mind like electric sparks as his brain struggled to come back to life, It took all of his strength to just crack open an eye. But through the blur which clouded his vision, he saw a face he had not yet considered. It was Reaper. Or, no- not Reaper, but Gabriel.
His mask had long been removed, the typical grim facade cast aside leaving only his scarred face contorted into some semblance of worry. It was extremely unusual, almost humorous, and if Akande had more a mind Gabriel surely would have been lectured. But for now, the dark eyes which stared down at him brought.. comfort. A feeling Akande would not normally bask in. He could muster a " Reyes. " his deep and smooth tone worn into a heave. He wanted Gabriel to hear him- to hear all about what Vendetta had done to him. His dismay, his anger, his shame- but his body would not yet allow it. What his body did allow, however, was a reaching arm. His muscular hand slowly drifting above the rubble to grasp on to Gabriel desperately. " Why.. " He tried, his lungs seizing in protest " Did you come here? " It was the only thing he could think to ask. This was out of character for Gabriel, despite his loyalty to Talon. He was not the empathetic type.
@selfmenticide
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[NIИ] Nine Inch Nails Lyric Prompts
* edit as needed. lyrics pulled from various NIN songs.
+ “ give me something to believe in. “ + “ everywhere i go, i take a little piece of you. “ + “ you know me, i cant help myself. “ + “ all of my fears came true. “ + “ id rather die than give you control. “ + “ you can never leave me. “
+ “ will you please complete me? “
+ “ help me get away from myself. “
+ “ you get me closer to god. “
+ “ all that we were is gone. “
+ “ i think you owe me a great big apology. “
+ “ if i cant have everything, then just give me a taste. “
+ “ what am i supposed to do? “
+ “ lost my shit because of you. “
+ “ without you, everything falls apart. “
+ “ the more i give to you, the more i die. “
+ “ i am the voice inside your head, and i control you. “
+ “ if there is a hell, i’ll see you there. “
+ “ you had to covet what was mine, didn’t you? “
+ “ now doesn’t that make you feel better ? “
+ “ in his voice, i heard decay. “
+ “ its changing me, i am becoming.. “
+ “ oh, my beautiful liar. “
+ “ just how deep do you believe? “
+ “ will you bite the hand that feeds? “
+ “ all your hurt sticks with me, and im keeping it warm. “
+ “ i cant remember how this got started. “
+ “ i can tell you exactly how it will end. “
+ “ i just made you up to hurt myself. “
+ “ i am home. i am free. “
" what have we got here ? " nathaniel mused with a small smile as knotted black brows looked upon the rather . . . colorful animatronic that had been poised in the ' small tots ' section of the pizzeria . it looked expensive , definitely not something his cheapskate boss would throw all his coins into , but damn was it impressive . there is hesitance in the night guard's action , but with the little guys being the only thing he had to go off of , sundrop couldn't be that scary , right ?
(WHATEVER GO NIGHT GUARD NATE! INTERACT WITH SUNDROP! / selfmenticide)
In a typical fashion, Sundrop had been powered down for the evening. It was that awkward time of night just before his security protocol was active where his circuits and hardware finally had a moment of rest. Wrangling kids all day was no easy task, surely, so he would do his best to enjoy the lull in time. He had approximately 30 minutes before he was back onto his feet again.
Though, despite being "powered down", there was a shred of awareness active in his robotic husk. It was for security measures, something of a motion detector, which would call him to life once again if a humanoid shape was passing through his daycare after hours. It was meant for small children who may have gotten lost in the pizzeria, but neglectful parenting aside, that was not who awoke Sunnydrop this evening. Rather, a black haired nightguard with an inquisitive look on his face and a question which was assumed to be left unanswered.
The nightguards gentle words sprung Sunnydrop to life, he awoke with a robotic gasp. His hands flailed into the air and the rays of simulated light which sat upon his head spun like clockwork. He felt as close as a robot could feel to panic, jumping back from Nate dramatically. That was not a lost child, no, not at all, but an adult man. In his fright, Sunny couldn't help but assume the worst, that this was an intruder. He wasted no time, he was trained for this after all.
" Security alert! Security alert!!!! " He wailed through the empty pizzeria, his shrill voice cutting through the silence like a jagged blade. " There's some sort of.. INTRUDER in the daycare! "
He points at Nate with conviction, no, he was not about to let this criminal get away with his... crimes. Not after what happened with the last guy.
Hopefully this one would not leave his serrated hand in the ball pit. Yuck.
@selfmenticide
Perhaps
it was pure nativity, or Emre had gained the characteristic of boldness with his new found bloodlust, but Akande felt he was rather brash mentioning his recent demise right to his face. He adjusts his jaw is such a way to show his dismay- his firm, and only, hand remaining steady on his hip. " Surely, you are not questioning my abilities, Emre? You must know better. "
But, he is quick to drop it, Emre was about to make it back up to him anyways. Akande loosens his intense gaze on the other to look around at the destruction. Geez, that kid really did a number on these people, Akande was thoroughly impressed.. and intrigued. A yes man was what he originally wanted, a lethal yes man, well, that's what he needed. It seems following him was a good idea, after all.
" I live because I am strong, and wise. It seems you only possess one of those traits. " He looks back to Emre, something darker lurking behind his eyes, and he tilts his head. Vendetta must have them drinking the kool-aid- who knows what sort of story she has been spinning about Akande's fall.. and sending Talon all over the world so carelessly? The thought just boiled his blood, but he was quick to quell himself.. In the end, the weakest of warriors will boast of their successes, and the true gladiators will sit behind them.. waiting to strike. " But I am here to observe your skill, and you have impressed me. "
Despite the destruction, Emre's dismay was undeniable, it was written all over his bloodstained face. His sweet bright eyes shining through the crimson- It was like the kid didn't even know what he'd done. This was already out of character from the Emre he once knew, was he sick? corrupted? Possessed? Akande's curiosity had been thoroughly peaked.
" And yet, you don't seem impressed with yourself. What is wrong, Emre? Destruction like this, it is a demonstration of true power. " He softens his tone in hopes of wearing Emre down. " You should be proud. "
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Muse Debrief Masterlist
because the muse list doc confuses me [ upd : 05/12/36 ]
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BoomShoot Games:
Not Important
Overwatch:
Akande “Doomfist” Ogundimu
Far Cry:
Vaas Montenegro
* i want to make you quiver ! make your backbone shiver !
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HOUSE OF 1000 CORPSES (2003) PROMPTS * assorted dialogue, some slightly reworked to suit a roleplay format, adjust as necessary.
it's all true. the bogeyman is real and you found him.
if i wanted to listen to an asshole, i'd fart.
that is it! i'm gonna count to ten and you're gonna hand over all the cash, or i'm gonna splatter your grease paint mug across the state line!
you miserable motherfucker.
i ought to leap over this counter and bash your fucking balls in.
hand over the cash box, and i might leave your brains inside your skull.
i don't like chicken.
i hate clowns.
i brought you here for a reason.
unfortunately you and your sentimental minds are doing me no good.
you like blood? violence? freaks of nature?
get the fuck outta here!
what the fuck is that supposed to mean?
motherfucker got blood all over my best clown suit.
shut your mouth!
listen, you malibu middle class barbie piece of shit, i'm trying to work here.
our bodies come and go but this blood is forever.
but most of all... fuck you!
i bet you'd stick your head in fire if i told you you could see hell.
whatever you need to do, you do it.
there is no wrong.
if someone needs to be killed, you kill them. that's the way.
sweet baby jesus, girl. what the hell happened to you?
i got away.
hey, i recognize you. there's a whole bunch of people who have been looking for your ass.
i gotta get to a doctor.
just sit back and relax.
let me ask you something. how come you're asking me so many jackassy questions?
my friends and i are on a road trip.
i know what your problem is.
you asshole!
have you seen this girl in the past 24 hours?
the bigger the cushion, the sweeter the pushin'.
just answer the damn questions.
get with the facts.
why are you doing this?
where is he? can i see him?
this can't be real! this can't be real!
fuck you, you fucking freak!
step your ass up here.
please don't kill us!
i wanna say goodbye.
i swear to god we won't tell anyone, i swear.
where does she think she's gonna run to?
what did you see?
how'd they get that idea?
that was so badass!
there's cops outside!
don't worry about it! how many were there?
take this, go downstairs, and play nice.
i'll go around back and take control like i always fucking do.
i can't get rid of this.
what else happened?
so how much do we owe you?
the damage is pretty severe.
why are you doing this to me?
get off him!
i hate fucked up families.
hey, wanna play a guessing game? guess what number i'm thinking of.
eat shit and die.
please be quiet.
let me sit this one out.
you gotta have the marshmallows, that's what makes it fun.
christ, you scared the shit out of me.
the door's locked. i gotta go around. wait here.
PROMPTS FROM THE EXORCIST * assorted dialogue from the 1973 film, adjust as necessary
they've found something. small pieces.
this is strange.
i wish you didn't have to go.
there is something i must do.
i sure do love you.
it's okay. i got it, thanks.
why are they tearing the building down?
has there been enough killing?
i think i'll walk home tonight, [name].
take that, and drop it by my house.
hi, how'd your day go?
what have we got here?
you got an invitation.
i'm so happy to see you.
you can't keep going up and down those stairs.
you are not happy. tell me. what is the matter?
hey. where'd this come from?
you've been playing with it?
maybe he's sleeping.
why are you reading that?
what are we going to do on your birthday?
what would you like to do? got any ideas?
you're not going to marry him, are you?
where'd you ever get an idea like that?
i want out of this job. it's wrong.
you're the best we've got.
why do people have to die?
my bed was shaking.
you should have called me the minute it happened.
do you have an appointment?
i'm gonna take you home.
i think that's the answer.
wait a minute. what are you talking about?
i'd say her vocabulary's rather extensive.
the best explanation is always the simplest one.
listen, if you ever go up there again, will you take me along?
bastard! i will kill you!
i think we have a guest.
what made you say that, [name]?
make it stop! what's wrong? i'm scared!
i don't want it!
you fucking bastard!
i suppose you've heard.
is there someone inside you?
if he talks to me, i think he'll leave you. do you want him to leave you?
yeah, it's true. you do look like a boxer.
is that a threat?
it has worked, in fact, although not for the reason they think.
please go away.
how do you go about getting an exorcism?
i'd like to help you.
now kindly undo these straps.
nothing you could do would make it any worse.
i thought you were supposed to be an expert.
what an excellent day for an exorcism.
it would bring us together.
you keep it away.
you're convinced that it's genuine.
i'll call you as soon as i know.
i cast you out! unclean spirit!
the power of christ compels you.
are you tired?
let's rest before we start again.
i think the point is to make us despair. to see ourselves as animal and ugly. to reject the possibility that god could love us.
will you excuse me, [name]?
somebody fell at the bottom of the steps here!
i'm gonna miss you.
i hope to see you again soon.
i came to say goodbye.
do you like films?
Debrief on...
⛧ Akande “Doomfist” Ogundimu ⛧
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Debrief on…
☠︎︎ NOT IMPORTANT ☠︎︎
manipulated by hound.
