Can you see the sunflowers?

They will forever be my favorite band to take pictures of. So sad I can't be there for LM5 tour this year :(

Another life update: I went to Singapore and Malaysia last year to see SVT in person and since this started out as a photography blog, I might as well post some of the pictures I took while travelling 🤷

I'll be going to Big5 in Dusseldorf and that's it for now bc I'm officially working on my BA thesis 😌

Other than that I use a Lumix-TZ61 at concerts (but I'm saving up for a Sony 🤔) and my DSLR is a Sony Alpha 290 ... a bit old but she still takes pretty pictures 😌💕

Such a beautiful feeling 💕

I miss you guys. Thanks for the best memories I made in 2019

I wasn't going to post the pictures I took at KBS but I miss the guy who did the special stage, so here we are, I guess

LBM 2019 was fun, thanks for letting me use my DSLR on you guys 😋

Surprise of the evening: Young and Menace - piano version (ah, Patrick stop stealing my heart :') )

Rating: 4/5

(Technically it was just 7 hours of walking around but okay) So yeah, today was sightseeing day and idk where to begin? I went on a boat trip and went to the red light district to see strippers and "coffee shops" (so. much. weed. [themed. stuff.]). I even went to Sloterdijk bc it's where I'm gonna leave from tomorrow. So I saw the basic things you should see, I didn't go to any museum. I probably missed an interesting district or two. But it was windy, I almost got run over by bikes and cars and something felt a bit off the whole time. Don't get me wrong, Amsterdam IS a beautiful city. But I'm not warming up to Dutch people for some reason. Oh well. At least there were a TON of rainbow flags hanging around. Is that a thing in the Netherlands? Do they know what they mean? Is Amsterdam the gayest city I've been to? Probably. 😂 Other than that, it just gave me a Hamburg vibe, mixed with something Berlin-esque (bc of the people, you do not mess with people from Berlin) and tbh, it's just too expensive for my taste. But then again, I started becoming a fan of Eastern Europe, so that's just my problem 😥 To end this not-really review with a fact: There are over 800,000 people from around 170 countries living in Amsterdam 👌 Rating: 3/5 (And it's been on my bucket list for so long ... we all now know why I haven't gone to Amsterdam earlier 😐 stupid money...)

Okay. Amsterdam is beautiful af but Dutch Mixers ... like, nah thanks. But I'm way ahead of myself again. I arrived at the venue at 6.10PM and there were a shit ton of people and they were so fricking unchill, like?? But okay. Everything was fine, my camera was fine. But I wasn't bc I am a smol bean, standing in the fucking pit. My videos look like shit. But my pictures look quite amazing, tbh. Anyway... I'm starting to like The Vamps (took me three concerts tho) and Amsterdam was so far up their asses, I was just laughing the whole time. (I don't necessarily mean that in a bad way, okay? They were fans, it was adorable) Bradley actually looked cute today bc he wasn't trying to be the next Harry Styles anymore 🙃😂 Can We Dance and the medley are still my favorite and yeah, that's all that is to that. (I want TV merch now, omg) Today, it wasn't just Leigh-Anne who had problems holding a note (during Salute especially) but Jade too. But then again, I wouldn't have noticed that if I hadn't gone to Antwerp last night. Other than that .. Let's just say I didn't see a lot. I basically had to watch the concert through my camera screen and it sucked. But the dudes behind me made up for it with being K-girl groups and hard core LM stans. They were like OMG YAAAAS and I CAN'T EVEN the WHOLE time, SO funny 👌 One thing I wanna point out is the massive LGBTQ+ support at today's concert. I saw at least six rainbow flags and someone holding up a sign saying Out & Proud (the person was shown during the part of when the band made the crowd sing, I even filmed it). Shout out to my fellow LGBTQ+ Mixers, I love you guys 💕 Favorite songs: Oh Cecilia & F.U. Surprise of the evening: Perrie twerking at Jesy 😂 Favorite moment: The support during SLS 💕 (Once they played the first note, I was crying. I wish I was kidding but it's true) Rating: 3/5 (a total 10,5/15)

I am IN LOVE!? Belgium is so fucking energetic, how do you guys do that?? But.. Let's start at the beginning. I came from Germany the day of the concert and I was going to meet last year's Mixer squad again 🤘 Unfortunately we didn't sit together this time but we were getting together before, during and after the concert, so all was well. I feel like I enjoyed today's concert more bc I decided I wouldn't film as much (I still did bc the crowd was amazing??) and I finally took some pictures I'm actually proud of. I'm also starting to enjoy the Vamps, what's up with that 😓 The songs were the same as in Berlin and I noticed Leigh-Anne not being able to hold certain notes. It was mostly during the first four songs which was a bit sad bc those were my favorite but it happens. I'm sure the girls are as exhausted as I am. Now.. back to the crowd. Holy fucking shit. Last year's crowd was loud already (with just a bit over 1,000 people compared to the 4,000 ones in Cologne) but this year was just insane?! During some songs, they were so loud I could barely even hear the girls anymore but it was so great, I absolutely loved it and people like today's crowd just make me feel better about me going abroad to see bands. You make it worth it 💕 Favorite songs: Touch & Shout Out To My Ex Surprise of the evening: Saw a rainbow flag during Secret Love Song and Jade said it's for their LGBTQ fans. I cried. Favorite moment: The whole band smiling widely at the crowd being insanely loud Rating: 4/5 (thanks to the Belgian Mixers)

Favorite songs: Secret Love Song & Can we dance Surprise of the evening: Nobody like you Favorite moment: Everyone singing along during SLS amd SOTME Rating: 3,5/5

Favorite songs: Secret Love Song and Can we dance Surprise of the evening: Power and Down & Dirty Favorite moment: The crowd singing along during SLS and SOTME Rating: 3,5/5

What a day.