GALACTIC EXPLOSION

It's been seven years, what's changed? Is anyone here? The b(l)og is calling me.

I wish I was cute and interesting and felt more worth in myself and ehhhhh I don't know I don't e ven know if this is what I want after everything that just happened

FUCK MY STUPID ASS I LITERALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FUCK EVERYTHING

I feel very slighted by so many things all the time

I hate when I realize it's been four days since I've showered boy oh boy do I hate myself

I wish I weighed more and had curves and boobs and I was shorter and more attractive and ughhh I just feel like an invisible board like idk this is stupid

My fiance never likes my selfies and I take it very personally

My mental illness makes me "forget" things like therapy appointments and breathing