I’m so selfish I do these just to fill my ego
Who knew. I’m my own worst enemy. It’s literally the song I’ve loved for ever that’s making the story of my life. No matter how many times I try to change I always end up back at the beginning of the cluster fuck. I’m so sick and tired of this. 38. Special is playing so caught up in you and they couldn’t be more right. Except I’m not that caught up in you and I don’t know what I’d do if I never met you but at the same time I. Here contemplating if I’m even worth your breath.
Why do i feel worthless.
Why do I think you’re better off with me gone
Why am I not concerned with what life is like without you
I want a reason
I want to be here
I WANT to like you
I WANT TO TALK I want to snuggle, I want to love, lose , gift , be given , show and be shown the amazing things I’ve has to offer but.... here I am
Not on owing what to do next
Not knowing who to talk to next
Not knowing where to go to next
But here I am
With arms stretched out PLEASE HELP ME
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am




















