Gainer In Denial

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I have a really odd gateway into my current batch of gains. I’ve been around the community for quite some time now. Joined grommr roughly ten years ago when I was 18 and was fat inclined far before then. I didn’t start my foray into overeating until August 2024. I live in Chicago and at the time was a student near where all the DNC delegates were staying. It was basically impossible to get to work for a whole week, so I had an excuse to take an extended amount of time off. I was really bored by that point and leaned on Grommr to help fill the time a little bit. But spending whole days on the app really fried something in my brain. I got REALLY hungry to do some really insane challenges. I started wanting to force myself full of donuts and chug ice cream. And I finally relented and did both. Some of those pics are still up on instagram for those that follow me. I thought I looked so fat but turns out I was just skin and bones! I also got so horny during this period that I jerked off while eating for the first time. That’s when I fate was really sealed. Once I had that rush for the first time, I knew I had to do it again. So with that, I started ordering in more delivery. Not to the insane levels I currently do, but enough to help me slowly put on some weight over the next year. Also bumped up my drinking a bit too. The big one i was well-known for were my chugs. I would frequently do heavy cream chugs - and I have an insane dairy tolerance, so I would chug a quart at a time just because I could (yes, I could drink 3200 calories in under 3 mins just for fun). Worked on stretching out my stomach too by drinking 2Ls of soda. By the time Fall 2025 had rolled around (so a year after that first foray), I had put on about 30 pounds. And the thing is, I didn’t have a scale at this point and didn’t even know I had. I literally thought my clothes getting tighter was me shrinking them in the wash. But then when I saw that weight, my jaw dropped. It was right around the Holidays and I figured that if I’d gotten this big and was sitting so close to 200 (I was sitting at 185), why erase all of that work when I could just gain the last ten pounds and hit 200. Well… McDonald’s entered the picture. I had been avoiding McDonald’s for the better part of 15 years by then, but figured I’d give it a try because it is just so iconic for a gainer to eat it. The issue is I just never stopped eating. From that random day in the beginning of January to now, I’ve had McDonald’s almost every single day. I got so hopelessly addicted and I just let it take me. I watched the order swell and swell over time to the point where I know eat 4k calories in one sitting and am now clocking about 7-8k calories every single day. Multiple large milkshakes, multiple bacon double quarter pounders, multiple orders of fries. There was even a period where I was ONLY eating McDonald’s - yes every single meal for about a month. And I stopped all physical activity. I used to walk 20k steps a day without fail. But now, hitting 8k calories a day and getting less than 1k steps a day because I don’t meaningfully get out of bed for weeks on end helped me finally break my body into submission and start putting on weight at an appreciable clip. Jerking off while eating, like you mention, was one of the big ones. That really helped me get addicted to McDonald’s and have this blimped out body I currently have. I didn’t stop at 200 because honestly I couldn’t. I’m so happy with the way my body has changed and my new eating/activity habits that I’m destined to keep growing to huge proportions. I couldn’t stop even if I wanted, let’s see how far my body can go

Fuck he’s so thick

Starting the day with 2000 calories of McDonald’s breakfast always hits

Gained a little bit

What did I do to myself, btw IM BAAAACK

@christianstyles1 on instagram - otter-to-bear pipeline never fails to disappoint ;)

thanks!!! I'm glad that you liked my progress.

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