𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒶𝓁 ╱ 𝓅𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒸

FUN STATS ...

FULL NAME : gabriel hugo parilla

NICKNAMES : gabe

ZODIAC : aquarius

ORIENTATION : bisexual & biromantic ( semi - closeted )

HOMETOWN : los angeles

FAMILY : mother and father ( estranged ) , two older sisters

OCCUPATION : baker at golden flour

DRUGS / ALCOHOL / SMOKE : no / yes / yes

MORAL ALIGNMENT : lawful neutral 

SOME BACKSTORY ...

growing up around strong women , gabe struggled to find himself . lacking the same domineering , passionate and sometimes overwhelming personalities . at four years old he felt lost and insecure , unsure who to be . but that was okay , because typical of the youngest of child , everyone around gabe spoilt and fussed over him . his childhood should have been spent as any other , being himself . indulging in hobbies and developing his own personality . instead , control was snatched from gabe’s hands . he was taught who to be , from his mind to his appearance . best behaviour on , he wore that mask well . pretending as if everything were fine , was something he learnt to do at a young age .

it took him nineteen years of breathing air to finally decide that particular life wasn’t for him . opting out of further studies , gabe took his high school diploma and ran . although , newfound freedom proved difficult . finding himself drowning in that lost feeling all over again . it certainly took a substantial amount of time to adapt . growing out of the guilt of no longer following others wishes for him , he spent several years making some good , but mostly poor decisions . gabe fell into every wrong crowd imaginable . the snobs , the hard partiers , the petty criminals . until he decided , he didn’t enjoy the company of people much at all . eventually gabe dropped his terrible bartending gig, after spotting a wanted staff sign on the window of a small bakery . which is when his life truly started to take shape . most days were then spent mostly alone , baking at work , baking at home . gabe had ghosted all of his friends and created a new life for himself once again , but this time it was one he alone , had decided to live .

gabe has only grown resentful of his parents , although they remain close , their relationship is conditional . gabe has learnt not to upset the status quo . therefore , he keeps most details of his life to himself . particular topics such as his education , job , and relationships are not heavily discussed and better off avoided . he is not out to his parents , knowing he would be risking a negative reaction .

nor are his sisters particularly privy to his private details . gabe finds it difficult to relate to either of his siblings . living quite a different lifestyle from both . his eldest sister , val , was happy falling into the place set for her . married with children . far too many responsibilities and worries for gabe to burden his own . instead , time was spent playing with his nephews and nieces . his other sister , azure , was the family disappoint . the rebellious artist type , gabe had witnessed many arguments between her and their parents . before they ultimately disowned her completely . she had decided to wipe the slate clean , cut all ties . they spent years as strangers , until she randomly made contact one day . since then , they have remained in contact , but it is always on her terms , conversations few and far between .

PERSONALITY ...

much like his siblings , gabe feels his emotions strongly . however , he opts to keep it to himself , rarely speaking of them . he can be unpredictable because of this . if he chooses to make these emotions known , it may appear to be out of nowhere .

gabe has learnt to be independent , almost dangerously so . he fears ever losing himself to someone else again . meaning he may be defensive and condescending when faced with challenges of his decisions or behaviour .

he was never gifted with intelligence , having to study hard for his brains . gabe remains quite studious out of habit , he does not particularly enjoy learning , but sometimes feels it is a necessity.

that said he certainly has an idealistic and creative mind ! gabe prefers to keep his hands busy , and strives for perfection . he will be found spending his hours baking !

not shy but withdrawn , he would rather spend his time alone , and makes that known . people tend to exhaust him and particular social situations make him anxious .