i think too much

Thinking about being punished by an angel. They refuse to admit that they're slowly being corrupted by me, every depraved thing they do to me ripping away at their control.

Every time I act up, every time I do something wrong, they guide me to my knees, make me beg for their forgiveness, beg to let me have them. Calling me degrading things, calling me their little slut, their naughty toy, their dirty little sinner because they know it gets me off, and it gets them hot to see me that way.

But they hate that they love it. That by punishing me, they're indulging in my supposed sins, and they aren't the perfect saint they pretend to be. But they're so obsessed with the way I get obedient on my knees. They way I beg so sweetly, plead for them to let me touch them, and that I take it so well, letting them use my mouth, bend me over and fuck me as hard as they think I deserve.

And they do. They take me whenever they please, so often when I decide to be a brat and find out what they'll do about. We both know they aren't perfect anymore, marked with our time together, but they don't regret it.

i should've done more when he was here. SIGH. it was so cute to come up behind him and slip my hands up under his robe, pulling him back against me to rest my chin on his shoulder.

dragging my fingertips down the center of his ribs before moving to play with his chest. he turned his head when I did that and oh my GOD. getting to kiss his cheek with an "ah-ah. mirror." and waiting until he looked up before I continued <3 Poor boy immediately turned red.

next time I'll have to reach down and play with his pretty cock, teasing him while he has to watch in the mirror. He get so flustered making eye contact with me when I fuck him-- so he can just look at himself instead! <3 everyone wins.

I wanna gently pull his cunt open, drag my fingers over his exposed cock until he's shaking, redfaced and panting. I wanna run my fingers along his entrance while he sits there looking mortified. Pushing a finger gently in and out before pulling away to show him the mess on my hand <33

and then fingerfucking him until he's whining, clinging to me, stopping if I catch him looking away. God he'd probably fuckin edge himself unintentionally

BUT I think it would do. Very good things for me. If I made him watch himself cum. <3

i rarely post about irl stuff but tonight i was pretty ruthlessly teasing this pretty boy, touching everywhere but his cunt, toying with their nipples, kissing his stomach, it had probably been half an hour just like that,, they were whining so pretty and started begging me to please just touch them, poor thing sounded so needy and could barely even make sentences anymore, babbling out a stream of begs even while i was talking, i was so proud of him for being that worked up! i mean he was shaking with every little touch, so i told them what a good boy they were being since good boys dont think! and he literally shut his mouth mid-word, smiled so big, and just whined "yes daddy" and stuck his tongue out, panting and whimpering while i shoved a vibrator onto their tcock and watched their whole body writhe, praised how well he was taking it and what a good dumb boy he was,,,, i can not think of anything else, brain empty except for that now,,,,,,,,

Take your time with them; Go nice and slow, working up the pleasure in yourself, quickening the pace and then suddenly stopping without warning. Don’t work just to make yourself cum, but to make yourself feel good. It’s solely about the pleasure. Even if you never cum, and even if they buck their hips and pout, desperate to serve you and bring you to your climax, just remind them that it’s not their place to decide when or if you will cum.

Use them for pleasure for hours on end. Put on a movie and start grinding when your attention starts to wane. Play a game and slam your hips to let out your frustration. Work on a project and hold their head down as you try to concentrate on the task in front of you. If they’re offering themselves for your use, don’t give them up so easily; enjoy the time you spend using their holes.