Really drunk & brutally honest rant I will not post until I'm sobber & it's been confirmed (if anyone actually read this ily)
Abt the grespi sp, how do I say this, like, I'm really not okay with it, even as an ex I wasn't okay with it but ex are like an "unofficial" thing and since he had other EX's I felt like it was kinda contained in a way.
I know for a fact your beliefs can be temporary and you aren't necessarily fully understanding your own mistakes sometimes. But Shoma is a grown adult.
Now if you think grespi isn't CA please get your head out of your ass and do a five minute google search, plus are you kidding it took me like ten seconds of hearing the song before I started considering if the production was CA.
Now as for the extent of CA I'll only accuse Shoma of not learning abt his own program, because like he took the time to learn abt "grabbing the stars" in turandot so he should know better, yes he's "only" a Japanese figure skater but he's also a known figure in Japan and the ripple effects ended up in fanart of him wearing warbonnets.
In the end I'm not trying to accuse him of anything but being lenient, I still love him so much of course, but this mistake doesn't stand right by me, you have to recognize the mistakes your faves comit in the end, I've drawn my red line and this time this reaches it, this is a small account but I do not want to stand behind this or promote it to anyone in any way.
If I'm posting this it's that I've made my decision so: I will be very seldom posting about Shoma until the next off season.
(rest assured that I will still be up at ungodly hours of the night to watch him skate as ever though)
Love you all so so much, I will miss freaking out with you so bad, see you