f(x) Victoria Love!

Victoria’s response to haters/bashers

(This is a hashtag being shared on Twitter, I wanted to share my letter here as well)

‪Choi Jinri, I’ve been a fan of yours for about eight years now. You are simply one of the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen in my life. What I love most about you was your heart.. Your heart carried so much empathy with it. Your kindness and love wasn’t just for your family, friends, and fans... but also for those who needed help in this world. With that beautiful heart, Jinri, you were just too good for this world... I’m so sorry that you were in pain. I’m sorry that this world wasn’t fair to you... I’m so, so sorry... 💜

All I can say now is thank you. Thank you for being a part of my joyful escape from this world. I’ve written all kinds of stories with you in them. I’ve made many graphic art pieces with you in them. I love everything I’ve made that includes you. Thank you, again, for that joy... I will never forget it. I really have been struggling to function ever since you left our world... but I’m going to try to be strong, for you. I love you so much and the only thing bringing me comfort right now is knowing you aren’t in pain anymore. I hope, somehow, you know and understand how much we all love and care about you.

It’s been a while. Almost 5 years.

Back in 2015 I stopped running this blog due to lack of time and changing interests, and while I unfortunately don’t plan to bring it back, with the recent events, I felt like this was the most appropriate place to go.

Despite not actively running this f(x) blog anymore, I’ve still followed f(x) over the years and I still love them dearly, so I’m absolutely broken over the news of Sulli’s passing, as I know many also are. I’ve just kind of sat around today in a trance not believing it’s real, while also feeling so angry that it came to this… To think about how much pain she had to be in, and how long she has hurt for, to come to this decision just hurts and makes me so angry at the world…

I don’t have a lot of other words on the matter, as I’m still in shock and trying to process everything, but I needed to post something somewhere to say that, if there is anyone out there who is having a hard time coping with the news, or even feels like they’re in a similar position to our Sulli, please don’t suffer alone. I don’t intend to spend too much time on this blog, but my personal is @aoitorii and anyone is welcome to message me if they need to talk. Please know that you’re not alone.

today we’ve lost a woman, an icon, ive looked up to for years