I Still Need A Journal

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I think I’m done liking you for awhile. I’ve decided. Not that I can control it but I’m trying.

It’s pretty clear you don’t care about me. You’re just a man. Why do I care so much. I hate myself for liking you.

I wish it were so simple that I could quit you.

Going to try and hold out days before I text you back. Because that’s what you do to me sometimes. And I need a backbone and sense of self.

Today sucks

Sometimes I think you hate me because I’m insane and get in self hating spirals but the reality is you don’t care about me enough to hate me.

Missing you. Also trying not to read too much into any interaction we have. Because that’s how I lose myself.