bite me

“Child of the wilderness, born into emptiness, learn to be lonely. Learn to find your way in darkness.”

“You’re really good at not letting people love you.”

petermaximoff:

“I’m so afraid of losing something I love that I refuse to love anything”

i never wanted to play the role

“It’s like your sadness is so deep and overwhelming that you’re worried it will drown everyone else in your life if you let them too close to it.”

“Meaningless sex is great. I mean it. It really is. Don’t get all conservative on me, it’s just an opinion. It’s nice to forget the heaviness in your heart and replace with a light pressing in the small of your back. It’s easy to get high off someone else’s lips, and ignore that thudding in your stomach, that constant reminder that you’re far from normal. It’s nice to have dark bruises down your neck than on your heart. I don’t even like using that word, because I don’t think I even fucking own one anymore. Or do I? Just fuck me. I mean it. Fuck me and get me out of here.”

“I got my mother’s insanity and her trust issues and my father’s temper and his secretive ways. They never were the most stable people. Imagine what I’m like when I’m the two of them together as one person…”

                                   i am not a child now,                                      i can take care of                                                  M Y S E L F .                                i mustn’t let them down now,                                mustn’t let them see me cry.