im tired of not being beautiful

i told my boyfriend about my ED while drunk last month so he made me gain 10 pounds however he just got a new job that leaves me at home by myself from 6am to 6pm so your girls back-it’s nice that’ll i be able to lose weight again but i have to hide it from him because he calls me out for body checking now and tells me to eat while he’s gone

the more weight i lose the more i’m shocked that i was ever able to be semi-comfortable at a higher weight

i just want to be out of the 150s i literally cannot stand waking up every morning and seeing that 15 i just can’t i need it to change

i’m begging for a diet to break my plateau please i’ve been stuck in the same 50-55 range for like 3 months if anyone has a diet that helped them break their plateau share please

life is good... my prom dress looks bomb... at a family gathering my great grandma would not stop telling me and anyone in earshot that i’ve gotten way to skinny and i’m not allowed to lose anymore weight... my boyfriends mom even called me skinny and was so impressed with how much i lost.... and even my boyfriend is starting to get concerned he used to be proud of me when i did 18-24 or even 48 hour fasts now he worries if i haven’t eaten in 12 hours... love to see that the hard work is paying off... only 20 lbs to go

i’m going dress shopping for a special event on Wednesday so i’ve got to be skinni

got covid and my bf moved in with me for 2 weeks so he wouldn’t infect his own household so i’ve been eating like a pig and gained back to 159 but it was my first day back at work today and i have been fasting for 8 hours and already my body is shrinking it’s nice to be back