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ABOUT AND HEADCANONS. // RULES. // HOME.
PAIN IS AN ILLUSION, THIS IS JUST A BRUISE AND YOU ARE JUST CONFUSED.
ʷʳᶦᵗᵗᵉⁿ ᵇʸ ʰᵃᵈᵉˢ

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"I'm not pining! I'm just... waiting for a good opportunity to bring it up. I don't want to just rush in and make a bad call, if he already moved on, you know?" he huffs out a soft breath of reluctance, pulling away a little bit from the conversation for a moment. "It's hard for me to understand this sort of thing, even if my Mom and Dad and Uncle Grey... they said it's normal to feel all... ick, when thinking about it."
"You're pining so hard, man." He leans a little back, watching the other as he tilts his head to the side. "I wouldn't know - my experience with romance is like. Non-existent."
Cyan blue hues stared at Vanitas from a distance . He wasn’t exactly a fan of making friends — he wasn’t good at it and he was fine with that — but both Terra and Sora [ [ i n s i s t e d ] ] that he needed to play nice with the kids in the toy boy . Seeing as Vanitas and him seemed to get along to a [ [ d e g r e e ] ] , Riku thought this would be a good starting point . Besides , what Sora and Terra didn’t know regarding his ‘friendship’ trials and tribulations wouldn’t hurt them . . . Much .
He pushed himself off the wall after a moment , a medium - sized black box with gold ribbon clutched within his callused hands as he approached Vanitas .
“ — Hey. “
It’s a simple word , who needs to say more ? He glanced from the gift in his hands to the other for a moment before he held it out to him .
“ . . . Here . Merry Christmas .”
And with that , Riku shoved his hands in his pockets and walked away . He didn’t really care if Vanitas [ [ l i k e d ] ] the gift , nor was he in the mood to find out . Of course , the question remained as to what was in that box . Riku would never tell , but , if Vanitas were to open it , he would find a bracelet of black lava rock from the shores of Destiny Islands with gold rings within the stones for accent pieces . He would also find a black hoodie — one with a red hood , red cuffs , red hem , and red hoodie pulls. Simple , what Riku would assume would be slightly too big for Vanitas , but one he might have hoped Vanitas would like .
He's surprised that Riku is even approaching him - more so when a gift is shoved into his hands. He makes a noise, confused, but Riku walks away before he can say anything. At first he thinks it's gonna be something stupid, but when he opens it, he feels. Touched? Both the bracelet and the hoodie are wonderful. He slips on the bracelet easily, admiring it. He will not say anything to Riku but fuck if he won't wear this bracelet and hoodie whenever he can.
”Vanitas Vanitas Vanitas!”
the now-older nearly-a-man keyblade wielder grins as he approaches the ever brooding heartless and unversed based life form he had grown to call his friend. in the boy’s hands is a pair of black and deep gray gift boxes, neatly wrapped with a black bow.
“Here! Merry Christmas!”
he shoves the boxes into the older’s hands, knowing he would reject them otherwise. inside the decorated black box is a pair of gray and white detailed metal bracers that look well polished and well tailored for vanitas himself; they even have his name engraved on them! inside the simple gray box is a friendship bracelet that says “SELF CARE” with block letters in white and black text with the beads being a mix of purple, green, black and white… but the gray box also has a small portrait pocket that holds a picture of lex and vanitas after a sparring match some months back— one is smiling and one is not. the other side of the locket says “for my friend who deserves the world.”
He stares at the gifts, feeling his heart itch for something he once thought was not for him. It's weird, the easy affection fed to him, like he deserves it. He blinks a few times, not wanting to get emotional in this moment but it's hard - hard to pretend that in the amount of time he's known Lex, that he's managed to keep his distance. He doesn't have friends, he told himself. But then, what is this, if not friendship? "Thanks - " The words catch in his throat, breathless from emotions his master told him he would never feel, blinking rapidly to stop himself from spilling over. "Weird ass nerd."
"Yeah... it's been too long without a good answer from me, there's no way he's still..." it wasn't something he'd ever rule out, but after three years of being given the answer of 'just friends', it was unlikely that arthur would still be... in love with him. "It's not like he doesn't deserve better than me. I'm just his bodyguard, yanno?"
"So instead of finding out - asking, maybe - you're gonna sit here and pine forever?" Romance is strange to him, and he has to wonder if this is like. Normal. Do people normally do this?

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they perk up immediately when he agrees, and suddenly there's even a tail there, wagging away behind them. don't worry about it. "Alright! It's ok, I know a great spot- best seat in the house~"
they don't hesitate, then, to open up one of those swirling portals of darkness, gesturing for him to head through first. they aren't entirely sure he won't just stay behind if they go first, so this seems the smarter option.
He can't help but feel kinda awkward through this whole thing, stepping through the portal at their insistence for him to go first. He's the type to run off if you stop paying attention to him, so he can understand the caution placed - and once he's through he glances around, taking in the familiar sights and sounds of Twilight Town. "This place still reeks of light." He murmurs to himself, almost annoyed. It's hard not to feel weighed down by it, but he tries to seem unbothered.
"I mean. No one does, right? Even people who might not really be.. People..? You know... And. I mean, I don't think I deserve it- why would you?" xion's a bit better with emotions than they probably should be, even if they still.. kind of struggle with them anyway, though trying to convey what they feel is definitely harder than acknowledging that they do feel something.
"It's.. I mean, it's ok now, right? They're not going to be back?" are they changing the topic? maybe a little bit. they don't like talking too much in depth about their own situation, though they have come to terms with being a puppet and all that. they shift a bit, wanting to help.. somehow. but they hold themselves back for now. baby steps. they can, in fact, tell.
He doesn't really know how to reply to that, really. Clearly, they don't get it - he doesn't think anyone can ever really understand how much he despises his own skin, and explaining feels too exhausting. So he glances away, annoyed. Should he say something and stay, or leave? He opts for a mix of the two, staying still but not saying anything.
The question does catch him off guard, because he doesn't actually know if they'll be back or not. Really, he doesn't know and he wouldn't blame them if they did.
"...I don't know."
ooc; sadly depression got me and i retreated for a month i am so sorry. replies will be finished and sent tonight!
ooc; i apologize for not being around and doing replies
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🐝 * ― 𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ i can't stop thinking about you even when i try. ❜ ❛ every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat. ❜ ❛ i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there. ❜ ❛ do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else? ❜ ❛ i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel. ❜ ❛ if only you knew how much you truly mean to me. ❜ ❛ do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us? ❜ ❛ sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you. ❜ ❛ i had a lot of dreams about you recently. ❜ ❛ somehow, you're always on my mind. ❜ ❛ i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met. ❜ ❛ my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go. ❜ ❛ all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it. ❜ ❛ you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve. ❜ ❛ every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest. ❜ ❛ do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love? ❜ ❛ i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need. ❜ ❛ will we ever get another chance together? ❜ ❛ you were the best thing that's ever happened to me. ❜ ❛ my biggest regret is ever letting you go. ❜ ❛ i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped. ❜ ❛ when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see. ❜ ❛ every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message. ❜ ❛ i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me. ❜ ❛ it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to. ❜ ❛ i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back. ❜ ❛ i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms. ❜ ❛ hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me. ❜ ❛ there's so much i wish i was able to tell you. ❜ ❛ i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine. ❜ ❛ i miss the way you always made me smile. ❜ ❛ you're the reason i keep holding on. ❜ ❛ maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever. ❜ ❛ if only you knew how i feel about you. ❜ ❛ i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine. ❜ ❛ i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too. ❜ ❛ do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you? ❜ ❛ my heart belongs to you, always and forever. ❜ ❛ my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost. ❜ ❛ i've been thinking about us a lot lately. ❜

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i get the feeling that just because ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ɪꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ that the problem lies in me.
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It was quite the place - and quite, almost, the comforting one. Soon, he'd no doubt - oh. Well. If they were going to go onto the topic ...
''I quite do. Even if - a shred of doubt clings to the back of my mind." He chuckled. ''But such as the human condition." Or perhaps something deeper? It had .. always hurt to hear Eraqus, when he had been alive, wouldn't be supportive of his ambitions.
He hums, finding himself agreeing before he can really think to do anything else. He's a being made of darkness - of all the hatred and anger and pain Ventus had been feeling up until their separation. And now he is more, simply because Ventus' darkness wasn't nearly enough.
He stares for a moment longer, contemplating to himself, idly tapping his fingers. He hadn't really expected his master, of all people, to admit there was pieces of doubt. After all, he always seemed so assured, so correct.
"...then it'll be done."
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"It's not like that between me and him." don't mind the lovesick look whenever he glances in arthur's direction.
"You sure?" He glances, eyes cast between the two as he tries not to scoff at Lex.

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cont. from here.
"Hmmm...baby." Holds her up again, examining her.
"You deserve another bow."