Funkin Perfect

you look at me like you’re wondering the same thing I am— if thinking our thoughts loudly enough will suffice for this conversation. but not this time darling. not this time.

If you asked me for wisdom to deal with pain , I would say sleep on time and get up early , sunlight is better for your scars . Your mind deceives you at night , don’t listen to it

Missing the old you, and done with this new you.

Raise your words, not voice. It is rain that grows flowers, not thunder.

Forgive me for the darkness, for when you left you were wearing those clothes and then you return in the very clothes it felt like you died in. I would have brought flowers to your grave, watched them sink through the earth and rot next to your body because if I can’t touch you then maybe something else can. But you’re living and you’re standing behind me like you were brought back by the gods and maybe the only one rotting is me.

Dark things can always get darker.