Summary: A sudden and unsettling event rocks the underworld, and Y/N is immediately called in to prepare for what’s to come. What she isn’t prepared for is James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes, also known as the new head of the Brooklyn mafia clan. When these two get shoved into a world of danger and deceit, will they ever learn to trust each other? Or will they be doomed from the start?
Series warnings: Blood, gore, canon level violence, angst, swearing, slow burn, mentions of death, medical terms, implied torture, kidnapping, (more specific warnings are given at each part)
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Summary: After a long day on the job, your roommate drags you out to get some drinks. Drinks turns into HYDRA attacking the bar which turns into an Avenger bleeding out at your feet. More specifically James “Bucky” Barnes, and damn is he hotter up close. Surely this is going to be the only time you’re saving the man’s life, right?
Word Count: 5,879 (oops, bit of a long one here)
Warnings: +18 ONLY, some angst, mentions of minor/major accidents, possible death (not a main character), minor/major injuries, what comes with being an EMT/paramedic, mentions of drinking/alcohol, swearing, pining?, mentions of attempted suicide
A/N: I’ve had this idea for a fic for a while now and I’m happy to be able to finally share it! Took a bit to write out completely but I’m glad it’s done! I hope you all enjoy it! Please leave feedback! Note: I am not an EMT so not everything is 100% accurate. Though, I have tried to google and research as much as I can. That being said, there’s still a lot I don’t know about the life of an EMT. All mistakes are my own. The gif used is not my own, credit to the original owner.
Well that was cute and pretty well written. I’m not really one for slash fiction though, I was reading this more to see how people interpret the job because I find that interesting. I’m a paramedic student, want me to critique the realness? Seems like you’re genuinely interested in the profession and I love talking about it lol
It actually kind of helps me study because I can contrast what I’m reading to what I’ve been taught to do, and kind of therapeutic because well, if I talked frankly about what my teachers encounter on a regular basis (clinicals haven’t started for me yet), people would probably try to make me drop out 🥴
Yeah, I’d love to talk about it! And I know it wasn’t too realistic as I’ve had zero experience😅 but I hope it was somewhere close. But yeah I’d love to talk. I have a family member who’s an ER doc and have majorrrrrrr respect for her and everyone else in the med field. So please, I’d love to hear your feedback!😁
Summary: A sudden and unsettling event rocks the underworld, and Y/N is immediately called in to prepare for what’s to come. What she isn’t prepared for is James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes, also known as the new head of the Brooklyn mafia clan. When these two get shoved into a world of danger and deceit, will they ever learn to trust each other? Or will they be doomed from the start?
Warnings: Swearing, angst, descriptions of violence
A/N: I'M BACK BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry for my long hiatus. So much had been going on, but hopefully I'm back on track now. For all those who stayed despite how long I've been gone, thank you so much! For those who didn't, sorry I took so long. I will try to respond to PMs and comments as fast as I can. Also, I’m still working on part 3 of When Saving an Avenger and should have that done relatively soon!I won't continue to drag this out. So! I hope you all enjoy this chapte and thank you for reading! This has not been beta read at all. All mistakes are my own. The GIF is not mine, so credit goes to the original creator!
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The doors slam open as I storm into the gym, needing a release of some kind. The word irritated doesn’t quite describe how I’m feeling but I can’t sleep because of it. After I got shot, I was stuck in that god awful hospital bed for a few days longer, curtesy of Barnes. Then I was treated like some fragile doll after I was released, especially by Carol or any inner circle member that I bump into. And not that Carol knows, but once I was discharged, Barnes called my father, and judging by how everyone’s acting around me, I’d bet it has something to do with that conversation. Which he should know is the exactly opposite of what I need. And the fact that I was left out of another important conversation regarding yours truly, really really pissed me off. I feel like a damned caged animal under constant observation! I’m lucky I even made it to the gym.
I slam my water bottle on the nearest bench and move to where the wrappings are kept. Once my hands are wrapped, I take my stance in front of the punching bag, Demi Lovato’s Confident playing in my headphones. I punch at it with my uninjured arm, the left one, keeping the right tucked to my side, and I find myself falling into a rhythm.
This is all fucking stupid! I’ve worked hard for my father! Given up a normal life! Gave information that I could be killed for! And I’m still kept out of everything! And now Barnes is up my father’s ass and he’s becoming a pain in mine! And the HYDRA fucks that shot me are still out there! This. Punch. Is. Punch. Bullshit!
My right arm moves out on its own. The vibrations of the hit have pain snaking up my nerves like ribbons of fire. I cry out at the feeling, clutching onto my wound.
“Fuck!” I cry, ripping my headphones off with my free hand. “Son of a bitch!”
“You know, you really shouldn’t be doing that.” A voice says calmly behind me.
I turn around to find Barnes casually leaning against one of the many pillars in the gym. His arms crossed, showing off the muscles of his arms and shoulders that peak out from the cut tank top he wears. The expression on his face stern, yet seemingly concerned.
“What do you want, Barnes?” I ask, controlling my breaths to ease the pain, unwrapping my hands, and reaching for my water while dropping the headphones on the bench, music still playing quietly. “I’m not in the mood for a damn lecture.” I tilt the bottle back, taking a gulp.
When he doesn’t answer and continues to watch me, I huff and the peel the sweaty bandage off my arm, letting the wound breathe. The cool air seems to soothe the painful thing.
“Why are you in here?” He finally asks, I scoff.
“I imagine similar reasons as to why you’re here. Is that all?” I turn away from him and the punching bag, determined to go for a run.
“Damn it! Why are you so stubborn? You’re injured! Why are you even here?!”
“Maybe because I’m tired of men like you trying to control what I do with my life!” I shout, suddenly turning to face him only to find that he’s right behind me.
“Men like me?” He questions darkly, looking directly into my eyes. Since when were his eyes so blue?
“Yes.” I growl. “Men like you that have a stupid superiority complex!” I yell, backing up slightly. He mirrors my movements, stalking towards me as I move away from him.
“I’m not like other men, trust me, doll.” He counters. “And you should watch how you talk to me.”
“Bullshit.” I scoff, my back softly meeting a wall. “There is nothing for me to trust, doll. You’ve made it clear you don’t trust me. But I’ve seen it my whole life. You’re just another egotistical mafia boss. Every one of you are the same.”
“Am I now? Didn’t seem like you thought like that when you busted into my room.” He stops just in front of me, body tensed ready for a fight or… something.
“Yeah? Didn’t think you remembered that. You sure as hell haven’t been acting like it! A thank you for getting your head outta your ass would be nice!” I snap, trying to maintain any sense of authority and strength I can muster. My breathing is erratic, and I can even feel his own heavy breaths ghosting across my face.
“You’re still alive, aren’t you?” His voice makes me suppress a shiver. There’s a darkness there, a challenge, but with a hint of something I can’t place.
“You wouldn’t dare hurt me.” I state, knowing he wouldn’t risk it. His intimidation isn’t going to work on me.
“Wanna bet?” He growls.
I want to say something, something witty to shut his arrogant ass down, but all I can seem to focus on is him. The way his blue eyes bore into my own. The way his breath seems to mirror my own, fast and heavy. The way his chest brushes against mine as we breathe. Since when did we get so close? The way he looks at my lips, the way I glance at his. The way he starts leaning in, or is that me? He’s so close, I could almost kis-
All too soon, the doors open with a bang, Bucky immediately stepping away from me. What the fuck was all that? I blink a few times, clearing the fog from my head, before turning towards the doors. A man, with short, soft, black hair stands there with a look of mild confusion painting his face before it’s gone, a serious expression replacing it.
“Sorry to interrupt boss.”
“What is it Morita?”
“Rogers wanted me to tell you that Nick Fury is coming tomorrow.”
Bucky sighs and I mutter a ‘great’ under my breath. There’s a furrow between his eyes as he looks at me before turning towards Morita.
“Thank you for telling me. I’ll be in my office.” And with that he leaves, and I roll my eyes.
When he’s gone, I release a quiet sigh, finally relaxing now that he’s gone, and Morita has a knowing smirk. Get yourself together Y/N!
“You’re lucky he didn’t see that.” He chuckles, I shrug, reaching for my phone, a slight wince twisting my face as I lean down. So, he didn’t hear me.
“I can handle him.”
“Not like that you can’t.” He points, and I follow his finger to my wound. Blood had started drinpping down my arm, and I hadn’t even realized.
“I coulda.” I huff, finally pausing the music.
“Come on.” He says with a small smile, motioning for me to sit down.
I do, but eye him wearily. He grabs a med pack and walks towards me. It’s only then that I notice he’s slightly shorter than Barnes but has softer expression when he looks at me. Stop thinking about him!
“You know,” He starts while sitting down beside me to start wiping the blood from my arm, “When I first saw you, you were storming into your father’s office.” I smile at the memory.
“Wasn’t the first time.”
“I gathered that much.” He chuckles, checking the stitches and adding a few more where the blood is leaking from still. I wince slightly at every thread of the sterile needle. “You had this fire and authority to you. They won’t admit it, but it made the men in the hall uncomfortable. And that was before we knew who you really were. You live up to the image of a Fury.” He wraps the new bandages around my arm, careful of the wound. My eyes follow the movement. When I don’t respond, he looks up at me, most likely noticing the scowl I wear by the way his eyebrows furrow together. “Doesn’t look like that’s something you’re proud of.” He comments.
“I am nothing like my father.” I growl, gently ripping my arm out of his hands. “Thanks for the help.”
I get up and hurry to gather my things and leave.
“You may deny it, but it’s there.” He says as I leave. The only response is the slamming of doors.
So much for calming down.
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Not many of the men were around the next morning, though I have a feeling that was done on purpose. Of course, most of the people I knew here were either sent off on a job, or in the inner circle. The lack of people here began to make me feel slightly uncomfortable. I didn’t like being kept on the sidelines.
Carol eventually stopped by to check in on me, since I had also decided to skip breakfast. Embarrassingly, I got stuck in my tank top since I couldn’t move my arm all the well without feeling a pinch from the stitches around my wound. Let’s just say I got scolded for being reckless, none of which I took to heart, before she had to leave for a job. Of course, not without a warning to be careful as she wrapped the wound in fresh bandages. Besides, I was able to get into my leggings and gym shoes just fine. The sweatshirt was a challenge, but I’m not going to mention that to her.
As I wait, for what I’m not exactly sure, my mind drifts off to the folder I have hidden away in the room. The cowards who shot at Rollins and I mentioned Staten Island before they took off. As far as I’m concerned, it’s only known that George was killed by HYDRA, nothing more, not that anything else has happened because of them except for the shootout. Which brings up something else, what if this person from Staten Island had something to do with HYDRA being there. The guy who let it slip definitely didn’t mean for it to slip. It might not be much, but it’s something. And that’s all May needs. I’ll have to give her a call soon.
A knock at the door startles me slightly before I collect myself and open it. Loki awaits for me on the other side and motions me to follow. I do. There’s an odd feeling the follows me as we make our way through the compound, the kind that makes you feel slightly uncomfortable. I try my best to ignore it. As we get closer, I recognize a few of my father’s men, though they don’t acknowledge me at all. And I do the same.
“Who are all the extra bodies?” I ask Loki, who fails to hide a smirk.
“I’m sure you’ll find out soon enough, fiery one.” He whispers the last part and when I glance at him, he winks at me. I have to try and suppress my grin.
The office doors are opened by two members Barnes’ inner circle that I recognize slightly, as Loki follows me in, before they’re shutting behind us. Barnes sits behind his desk, his hair tied back into what looks like a small ponytail, as Steve and Sam stand at his sides while Natasha, Clint, and Thor lean casually against the walls (or as casually as you can while meeting with another Clan). Barnes looks from the man in front of him to me when the doors close, before the man turns around. It’s then that I notice my father in the chair, Coulson and Pietro sitting at his sides, as well as Hill, Mack, Hunter, and May. Wanda being notably absent. All of course are either dressed in suits (the higherups of course) or decked in leather. And then there’s me looking like I just came back from a jog.
“Well, well, well. Looks like the party started without me.” I say while trying to my best ‘disappointed father’ impression, hands on my hips and all. Pietro snorts, and I see Coulson smirk for a second.
Before my father can reprimand me, Pietro is up out of his seat, engulfing me in a hug.
“It’s good to see you, моя сестра.” He pulls me in, putting pressure on my wound. The pain takes me by surprise, causing me to yelp before I can stop it. He immediately lets go, as if he’s been burned. “What’s wrong?!”
“Nothing. I’m fine.” I say, futilely hoping to placate him as I roll my shoulder to try and alleviate some pain.
“Cестра, tell me!”
“Y/N.” My father interrupts, standing, expecting me to avoid the subject. “What happened?” It’s not a request, but I still hesitate.
“I was on a run, HYDRA ambushed us, and I got hit.” Father begins to scowl. “It’s nothing. I’m alright, and we got the supplies. It’s all good.” But he doesn’t listen, turning towards Barnes who’s still seated with his hands clasped in his lap.
“Why wasn’t I notified that she was shot?” Father growls.
“I advised him not to. But I assumed he at least told you something about it.” I reply, though the question was not directed at me.
“I wanted to wait until after the doctors checked her over and she woke up. Make sure she was okay.” Barnes shrugs. “Besides, I mentioned that she had gotten a minor injury when we last spoke.
“It was a routine run, and there were extra men on scene. Nothing could have been done to prevent this.” I try again.
“And yet, she was shot and shot at! Would you consider that minor if it had been one of your men?”
“It’s nothing I haven’t experienced before!”
“She spent minimal time in treatment. And I can’t keep her away from all harm when she’s got her assignment. Otherwise, her presence here would be questioned.”
“I’m right here!”
“Father-”
“Not now, son. That was not our agreement, Barnes.”
“I’m doing the best I can, Fury.”
“Excuse me, but what agreement exactly?”
“And that’s not good enough.”
“What exactly would you have me do in this situation?”
“Fucking hell, ENOUGH!” I yell, catching the attention of both men finally. “You,” I point to my father, “do not and will not control how I do my job. Whatever fucking deal you made with Barnes behind my back, that I have yet to see, does not apply to me. My assignment and my mission have priority over that. And you!” I now turn towards Barnes. “You do not have a say in either. I am working with you as a courtesy both to my father and you. I didn’t have to let you know about my job, but I did. And I’ve done more than what I’m meant to do here. So, you owe me some fucking respect. Both of you do! So, this whole ‘ignoring Y/N while she talks’ thing stops here! This job comes with risks, and I am aware of all of them, and it is my call to take them. My physical wellbeing is not always guaranteed in this life, you should both know that. And I will not have either of you try to control that!”
“Done with your little speech now, princess?” Barnes snarks.
“Я збираюся його вбити.” I growl, fingers brushing my knife.
“No.” Both my father and brother say in unison, my brother less enthusiastically than my father. I roll my eyes, letting my hand fall back to my side.
“You both suck the joy out of everything.”
“Y/N.” My name falls past my father’s lips harshly, and I narrow my eyes. “Go take a breather.”
“Are you fucking kidding me?” I growl, ignoring the order in his voice.
“Now!”
“Ви ведете себе мудаком.” I mutter to my father before leaving, the door slamming behind me.
I stomp harshly away from the men in the hallway until no one is around. With the hall empty, I slump against the nearest wall, hearing soft footsteps near me.
“What?” I bark out when I hear them stop a few paces from me.
When I look, I find May watching me with an eyebrow raised and her arms crossed.
“You sure know how to stir up trouble.” She remarks. I scoff, straightening up.
“They made it a bigger deal than it was. Ignoring me in the process. Was I just supposed to sit back and let them walk over me?”
“You know your father holds respect for you and trusts your judgement. He wouldn’t have let you do this if he didn’t.” She says quietly. I scoff again.
“He does until something happens. Then he reverts back to being the dick mafia boss that doesn’t listen because either I’m his daughter, a woman, or both. I haven’t figured out which it is.”
“You know that’s not true.”
“Isn’t it?” I ask coldly. “He sent you out here to watch me, didn’t he?”
“He did.” She confirms, and I roll my eyes. How did I know? “But that’s not the reason I’m here.” I regard her carefully. “I could have waited in the hallway for you to come back.”
“True. So why are you here?” My voice turns serious as I watch her.
“Thought you would like an update.” She says, lowering her voice once again.
“What have you got for me?”
“Nothing much, unfortunately.” I frown at her. “Your father, for some reason, wouldn’t give me a copy of the deal with Barnes. Only told me what you should know about it.”
So typical of him. I roll my eyes, and grumble under my breath. “You mean five words?”
“A bit more than that actually. Along with mutual cooperation against HYDRA, info sharing and a few other things, your father negotiated for your safety. And I don’t mean he made Barnes promise to keep you alive.” I motion for her to continue. “Every member of the Brookyln clan that knows about you, including Barnes himself, is sworn to protect you as if you are a member of the Barnes family.”
I pause, my mouth dropping open slightly. “Wait... as in...?”
“Yes, as in your life is just as important as their Boss’, maybe even a little more so. And they all had sworn to it before you even arrived.”
“Well shit.”
For clan members to swear to protect a stranger, yet alone a stranger from another family, as if they were the boss’ family, is practically unheard of. Not to mention that that stranger is the daughter of another clan’s boss and an FBI agent. I’m sure it wasn’t agreed to very easily and has probably never been requested before. So, it’s a big deal.
“I never thought it possible before either.” She whispers. “And there’s more.” It only takes a glance. “Apparently that attack that injured you was retaliation for Ian Quinn.”
“So, Barnes wasn’t wrong when he told me they have a mole.”
“Evidently not.”
“Is my father aware of the reason?” She nods.
“Apparently, Ian Quinn and Barnes’ situation was the main concern of their last call. Barnes had mentioned you had been injured, but more along the lines of a training accident.”
“No wonder he was so pissed. Still doesn’t excuse him though.”
“For the record, if I had known you were there-”
“You would have either shown up or broke in here to make sure I was ok.” I finish for her. She nods again. “As much as I appreciate your loyalty, that wouldn’t have helped anything.”
“I know.”
It’s silent, for a few moments.
“Hey, is Lincoln still running the streets?”
“Yeah. Why?”
“He isn’t your main informant, is he?”
“No.”
“Good. I need both.” She straightens up. “One of the runners that led us into that trap, he mentioned something about a Staten Island high roller. Said they knew HYDRA ‘was on our ass’. Which was news to me considering the fact I wasn’t even aware they were ‘on our ass’.”
“You want me to look into it?”
I nod. “And find out if there was anything that happened to the families, any of them, three months or more before her death.”
“You think one of them had something to do with it?” She questions, the skepticism clear in her voice.
“I’m not sure. We aren’t exactly close with any of them at the time, a little cooperation here and there, but we have the most shipment disputes with Staten Island. We intercept some of theirs, they return the favor. We kill the men that wander into our territory, they ambush our men.”
“They’d benefit from us being weak.”
“Or distracted. What if the families went to war? Manhattan and Brooklyn, plus both of our allies?”
“They wouldn’t be involved at all.” She says in realization, her voice still quiet,
“Nope, they don’t have any alliances with the other families. Remember the mole father found? The one who he was sure was meant to put the blame on us for George Barnes’ death?”
“I’ll look into it, see if I can find what you want. Plus, if anything, that might gain us the upper hand.”
I sigh. Running my hand through my hair. “I hope I’m wrong about this, but thanks May. And please-”
“I won’t say a word. For now.” She raises an eyebrow at me, and I know she’ll only say something if there’s an immediate problem.
I nod in thanks, giving her a small smile. With that, she turns around and walks back towards the meeting. When she’s gone, I let my head fall back against the wall with a soft thud and close my eyes. Not long after, the soft approach of footsteps reaches my ear.
“Back so soon?” I quip, before opening my eyes to find Yelena just leaning on the wall across from me.
“That implies I would have to have left in the first place.”
“Never mind.” I sigh, pushing myself to stand straight, she follows suit.
“Who was that you were talking to?” She questions.
“No one that concerns you.”
I try to walk away, but she moves in front of me.
“Looked to me like the woman you met at the park the other day.” Her hands fall to her sides, seemingly causally, and she straightens her posture.
“I know you’re doing your job. But really, this doesn’t concern you, or the boss. If it did, I’d bring it up.” I try to walk around her, but I’m stopped again.
“You say that, but I don’t believe it.”
“I don’t care what you believe, get out of my way.” I try again, and I’m blocked again.
“Or else what?” She gives me a small smile, a challenging one. And I smile back.
With a step, and some careful maneuvering on my part, I have her pinned to the wall with my good arm as she lets out a little grunt on impact.
“Not bad.” She comments with a smug little smile.
“Listen.” I growl quietly. “I understand you’re sworn to protect your boss, but I also know you swore to protect me. And if you want to continue doing that, doing both of those, this will just stay between us. Just until I say otherwise.” I let her go and take a couple steps back while she glares softly at me. “Please.”
The sound of approaching footsteps interrupt and have Yelena pushing off the wall. One of Barnes’ men walks into the hall, a tall slim looking man with a weird hat (a beret I think).
“The boss says you have a job tonight, Maximoff. He wants you at the loading dock in two hours with Danvers.” His accent startles me slightly, there aren’t many Brits that I know in New York, but I just nod. I give a glance to, but she’s got the poker face down pretty well.
“Alright, I’ll talk to Carol about it. Has the visitor left as well?”
The man nods. Great, so my father is pissed off. Glad I’m not dealing with that.
“Thank you.” He nods at me again, then turns to Yelena.
“The boss wants to see you as well.”
“I’ll be there in a second.” She replies, and with that, the man turns and leaves.
Yelena looks at me, glaring just slightly, before I see the faintest of nods. When she’s gone from sight, I let out a little breath of relief. I’ll need to give her answers, and soon, but for now it’s good enough. What I’m concerned with now, is the job Barnes has me going on tonight. With me injured, I’m hoping it’ll be an easy one. However, as I’m learning with this situation and with HYDRA, nothing is ever easy.
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I apologize for being inactive and taking so long to post updates. I am working on my stories, just have been having a difficult time lately. School has been kicking my ass, there has been a death in my family, and another has been diagnosed with terminal cancer. So, it’s been really difficult to get in the right mindset to write. That being said, I’m going to try and update Crossing Lines soon and hopefully find my rhythm again.
i was tagged by @earthbound-in-doubt (thank you!!!)
favorite color: red!!
currently reading: in the dream house by carmen maria machado
last song: i think we’re alone now (cover by green day)
last series: mythbusters (i watched it all the time as a kid so i’m rewatching it)
last movie: the conjuring 3: the devil made me do it
sweet, savory, or spicy: sweet!
currently working on: my mental health lmao
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Favorite color: Violet 😉 (I would say black but technically it’s the absence of color, so…)
Currently reading: Northanger Abbey by Jane Austen because I am a classic lit nerd.
Last song: Firelight by Young the Giant (the vibrato kills me everytime!)
Last series: I just watched the newest season of Great British Baking Show, which was amazing as always. If we’re talking the last show I watched in full, then Outlander (and the droughtlander is getting to me, my friends. I’m ready for season six!)
Last movie: I watched The Dig last night and it was SO GOOD! I love the late 1930s and 1940s vibes and aesthetic. Not to mention the fact that Ralph Fiennes is a cinema icon!
Sweet/savory/spicy: I love all three but I have a major sweet tooth! Though I have to say, the sweet and salty combo is actually THE BEST. Like, rich chocolate brownies or chocolate chip cookies, sprinkled with a little sea salt? Hell to the Yes!
Currently working on: finishing my masters degree and a bucky barnes oneshot which I probably won’t post.
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sorry for the delay in posting this list. i have been inactive due to some personal but iam back now!! here few amazing fics by talented writer, go give them heads up.
Late - @gxorg
summary: The pretty man faked his death (sound a lot like Loki, right?), leaving his wife in pain and agony. He doesn’t know, but he left something - or better, someone - with her. A son. Read to find out more!
Ranch Hand - @im-in-love-with-pizza-bites
Series summary : You ran away from your nightmare of a family, you found a small town, population 200. In this town you meet a retired army veteran turned farmer who hires you as farm hand. Only mystery will you two be able overcome your pasts together
Wicked Games - @summerofsnowflakes
Summary: You need to give him up, but it’s just too good to stop.
You Betrayed Me - @smoothy-ve
Summary: It was supposed to be you and him, then why a third person always coming between you both…
The Baby Factor - @starshipsofstarlord
Summary: You want a baby, but there are multiple things that can get in the way of a decision like that. The lack of a sperm donor, men, friends, secrets.
SUNSHINE AND FLOWER - @turbolisedcomet
Summary - As beefy and scary as he looks, Bucky Barnes is just as much of an absolute ray of sunshine with his eye-crinkling smiles and heart as huge as an ocean. Another thing about Bucky is that he is an absolute goner for his grumpy little flower and has been ever since glared down a guy and saved Bucky from being bullied back in high school.
This is their journey of love, life and heartbreak.
Treasure - @winterdrag0n
Summary: Steve Rogers showed up at the right time, when you were finally in a good place after years of therapy dealing with your trauma. His dreamy eyes, lovable personality and oh, god— so perfect body made it easy to fall in love with him; and everything seemed perfect until a ghost from the past came knocking on your door. This ghost, whom you thought had vanished, appeared at your boyfriend’s birthday party as none other than… his childhood best friend. That was when things got complicated and you knew you’d have your heart broken all over again.
Holiday Love - @stucky-my-ship
Summary: Natasha and Wanda book Y/N a Christmas trip as an escape from her uneventful love life while Sam and Steve book Bucky a trip to get over of his break up. (Modern AU)
RIDE - @povlvr
Description: Having been stranded in a midwest town thanks to being transferred by your boss, your days stuck working in the office & evenings glued to Netflix you’re not quite living life & hoping to leave as soon as possible but fate would have other plans, a night of boredom leads you to him. Slowly unpacking your life & heart to the only love you’d ever known, to a man who would face an army to keep you safe, the very man you call home. (Biker AU)
Memoirs of the Lost moon - @vdlest
The reader is Alexander Pierce’s daughter. She never knew about the Winter Soldier until one faithful night of Gala.
After learning about the evil plan of his father, she went to Nick Fury and asked for help, to save the Winter Soldier. The Avengers were able to take down HYDRA, including Alexander Pierce, and they were able to save Bucky.
The reader disappeared in thin air after she made sure that Bucky is already saved and in the right hands. She left, but her heart remained with the Winter Soldier.
Five years later, Bucky finally regained the life HYDRA took away from him. He is far from being the Winter Soldier as he finally has his redemption. But after seeing a picture of the reader by accident in one of HYDRA’s files, he vividly remembered some of the good and intimate moments they shared together when he was still under HYDRA.
And now, his mission is to find the reader so that she could fulfill the unanswered questions in the darkest days of his life.
Is it really true that the heart remembers what the mind forgets?
au pair masterlist - @seventven
summary: wealthy businessman james buchanan barnes and his wife hire an au pair to help them with their 5 year old son. soon, it’s not just his kid benefitting from the work of the new nanny.
no day but today - @buckysfaveplum
Summary - Now that he’s had the chance to settle after Thanos and Steve’s leaving, Bucky is in a rut. Dozens of missed calls from Sam and dreading his therapy appointments he can’t seem to get himself to be happy about the new chance he’s been given.
He’s more than content to lock himself away from everyone in the cold emptiness of his apartment. However, the girl in the apartment above him seems to have other plans. The girl who paints on the fire escape and climbs down through his window. The girl who he can’t seem to get enough of.
He’s dangerous and dark, he doesn’t want to drag her into his mess. He knows he should lock the window, but he just can’t bring himself to.
The Bienville - @indyluckycharlie
Summary: Bucky is the young CEO of his family’s publishing house. A year into the role and working his ass off, he’s finally taking a much needed vacation (upon the advice of his well-meaning family and friends).
Solo and feeling a little lost, Bucky finds himself getting a little attached to the front desk receptionist, a local who grew up on the islands and dreams of bigger things
Our Home to Heal - @subwaysurf45
Summary: working at the VA, you’ve found your place. helping people in the sobriety unit as well as cooking for the food bank, the VA had everything for you. Bucky Barnes has a not-so-good first impression but after dealing with a dark recent past he finds you to help him heal.
the warmth of winter - @captainsimagines
Summary: You’re home for the holidays after landing your dream job. When your dad’s old army friend stops by for the month, he makes waves immediately. Your little vacation is disrupted… for better or for worse? Nobody has to know.
Between the Sun & Moon - @bookishofalder
Summary
Autumn in New York City, the air is crisp, the colours vibrant, and the world is beginning to settle. Steve Rogers and the rest of the Avengers saved the world—the galaxy—but if anyone had bothered to ask him, they’d have found out that the driving force for him had been bringing back Bucky and you—who had disappeared right in front of him when Thanos snapped his fingers. Loving and losing like that took its toll on Steve, even if he did succeed in getting you both back…
Bucky Barnes constantly, both pre and post blip, struggled with his feelings. How he felt for Steve. How he felt for you. Whenever he started to get his head straight, something major and world ending would happen. When he comes back from the blip and reunites with you and Steve after the battle against Thanos, the joy only lasts so long. And once Steve’s happy facade begins to crack, the love he has for his lifetime best friend gets pulled into question…
You had been an Avengers recruit, brought to the team by your longtime friend Sam Wilson not long after he’d joined up. He knew of your abilities and figured you’d thrive with the team. And while he was right, you had never counted on falling in love with Steve Rogers, nor him loving you back. Life, in that personal sense, seemed to be happy until you helped Steve rescue his best friend. The real man behind the Winter Soldier warped your perception of everything, made you question who you really were, and that was before the blip…
This story is a tangled, weaving journey our reader, Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes navigate as they push past societal standards, learn to accept who they are, and deal with their own traumas. Steve is retired, Bucky needs to find a new purpose now that he’s forever freed from the Soldat, and you want to stop feeling stuck between the two men you love the most and focus on the future.
From Here And Thereafter - @gimmesomebucky
Synopsis: You had been the pain in Bucky’s ass since his childhood days in the 20s, and as he joined the Avengers’ in the early 21st century, an additional to the team had him reeling back to the past.
𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝 - @aphrogeneias
summary: a series of non chronological one-shots and drabbles about a vampire and his human girl.
“we all need someone we can lean on / and if you want it, you can lean on me / well, we all need someone we can bleed on / and if you want it, baby / why don’t ya bleed on me?”
wrong choice, right places - @mvtthewmurdvck
summary: never wanting to work for him or protect his fiancé, falling for you was the last thing he should do—especially when his boss was zemo, who now ran most of the city. mob!bucky/bodyguard!bucky
Meadows and Pine - @littlebunbun876
Bucky Barnes is the CEO of Barnes LTD and seems to have it all. He is a powerful alpha with wealth and a beautiful fiancée but it’s not all that it appears to be behind closed doors. When he notices the scent of a particular omega it gets harder to keep up appearances.
A Moment of Your Time - @stevesbestgirl
Summary: A soulmate AU where the headstrong reader realizes that she’s meant to love the brutal mob boss of New York City, James Buchanan Barnes. She doesn’t want to be a part of organized crime and she doesn’t want to rely on anyone, but how do you ignore your soulmate?
Ambivalence - @jamie-leah
Summary: Reader had her parents taken by the Winter Soldier when she was 10 years old and never saw them again. Ever since she’s wanted revenge. She’s trained hard for this moment but it doesn’t go according to plan and she may find the Winter Soldier to be the least of her problems.
DANCING SHADOWS - @jamie-leah
Summary: You’re a fire elemental that has been in love with Bucky for a long time. He doesn’t know and you can’t tell him because of his girlfriend. And with an enemy threatening you and everything you love, will you and Bucky find each other before its too late?
gunpoint - @mobbucky
Your hands fought to free themselves from the tight ropes that tied them together behind the hard wooden chair, the tie covering your mouth was hard to pull down no matter the efforts, he had thought carefully every step of his plan. Your feet were individually tied to the legs of the chair, unable to move and exhausted from trying, you finally gave in, the rope material burned on your skin at this point.
Bucky had a sinister smile on his face, you couldn’t see him as he was resting against a wall in the dark, he finally had you to his total disposal, not only would you give him all the information he needed but also fulfill his wishes, what better than have his enemy’s niece wrapped around his finger? What an easy way to win back what he had lost to your uncle, clients and deals thrown out the window would return to him finally, as well as your family’s business.
He walked over to the side of the spacious room he had separated you, the location was unknown and out of the radar, no way your uncle Tony could find you here. “Will you behave properly if I take this off?” he smirked, his calloused fingers approached your mouth, you were ready to bite him if the tie was pulled down, and that’s exactly what you did when he tried. “You bitch!” he hissed, putting back up the tie before bringing his hand to himself. “Kitten likes to bite, huh?” he spoke, a smirk painted on his face as he leaned over to be face to face with you, his blue eyes darkened staring into hers causing your body to freeze, the smell of his cologne mixed with the smoke of his cigarettes made you choke. “That’s okay, I can tame her”.
This was just the start of what would be your life from now on, married to your family’s enemy, a man full of darkness and murder capable to do anything if he wished so. Could you make him softer, or could you make him worse?
All Bikers are Hells Angels - @sweet-barnes
When Y/N’s older brother Steve gets into a near fatal accident, she’s the emergency contact. The notorious biker gang she finds littering the hospital is unexpected and so is the news that Steve is the leader’s best friend and right hand man, the infamous James Buchanan Barnes
wrong choice, right places - @mvtthewmurdvck
summary: never wanting to work for him or protect his fiancé, falling for you was the last thing he should do—especially when his boss was zemo, who now ran most of the city. mob!bucky/bodyguard!bucky.
if i could - @bellareadsandrecs
summary: bucky barnes. lumberjack. landlord. best friend. being close to people was rare for you and losing your family, the people you were closest to, almost killed you. you couldn’t let that happen again. you closed yourself off and did everything you could to push him out. being alone was easier. it had to be.
Out of Bounds - @foreverindreamlandd
Summary: The chaos fic that was supposed to be a one shot inspired by me binge-watching Ted Lasso and now there’s a masterlist lmao. Enjoy the ride!
Miss Velvet - @missvelvetsstuff
Y/N is a disabled equestrian and therapeutic riding instructor who helps Tony Stark with his PTSD after returning from Titan. When the Avengers bring everyone back he hires her to work with Avengers and SHIELD hires her as therapist and teaching basic riding skills because you never know when a horse will be the best mode of transportation.<br />
Bucky Barnes is a manwhore who is enjoying his freedom for the first time in decades and pays no mind to y/n when she meets the team because he learned to ride from Hydra and too is busy pursuing his next conquest.
Post Endgame but everybody survived, because I said so. And Steve helped get Sharon Carter pardoned so they are together.
Mister Hockey - @hailhydra920
Summary: Bucky Barnes is the biggest playboy on campus. He’s got the looks, charm, and high hockey player status. He can have any girl he wants, except you. And for some reason, you’re the only one he wants. Hockey AU!
Where Gods Do Fear to Tread - @strawwritesfic
Summary: You can teach an old dog new tricks, but it’s going to cost you.
FROM THE SHADOWS - @rhymingtree
7 months after the Maximoff Anomaly, Ghost had been hiding in the shadows, fighting wars in the night, being pulled by a current of her own memories, away from home. Bucky Barnes tries to heal and move on from his past, all while alone and fighting his own demons. Sam Wilson deals with the frustrating plight of two friends too torn to mend, the meaning behind a symbol, and a war that feels too big to fight. The passing of a mantle and the rise of another threat brings them all together.
Something Domestic - @fandoms-writings
Summary: Needing an escape from the loud and busy city life, Bucky comes to stay with you on your little farm. He didn’t expect you, a hardworking and beautiful woman with struggles of your own, to take his breath away and make life a little less dreary.
entwining hearts - @tpwkbucky
bucky may be your dads best friend but that’s won’t stop him from making you his own. the only trouble is that you have a boyfriend already and bucky is newly out of a divorce, trying to get full time custody of his four year old son, jamie.
No Such Thing - @sanguineterrain
Series summary: You’ve been assigned to write a column for your school paper on the team’s spectacular center. You don’t care very much for your university’s football team; you just can’t understand the hype, okay? Turns out your distaste for football bigheads was exactly on point: James Barnes is insufferable.
Home for the Holidays - @jbbarnesandnoble
Summary: With Bucky’s parents on his case about not having a date, he tells a little white lie, which happens to drag you into his mess. What’s the worst that can happen?
Personally - @chloelucia13
Series Summary: You and Bucky have decided to give this relationship a real try, and Bucky won’t let anything get in the way of finally giving you the love you deserve. A sequel to Nothing Personal.
Read Nothing Personal here
My Little Love - @sokovianheadtilt
Summary: Based on My Little Love by Adele, your journey from a loveless marriage to meeting the man of your dreams
all too well collection - @sweet-barnes
summary: a collection of short stories of the life of bucky barnes told through the lyrics of all too well (ten minute version) by taylor swift.
The Worst Time of the Year - @delaber
Summary: According to Bucky, Christmas is the worst time of the year. He hates everything about it - well everything apart from one thing: you.
𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 - @buckyhoney
𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: entering into graduate school at new york university, your expectations were low. get in, pass your classes, and move on to your career- a relationship with your professor was not on the list
Forever Friends - @marvelpovwriter
Normal Girl - @viperbarnes
Summary: A chance meeting leaves you certain you’ve just met the love of your life, and even better, you’re pretty sure he feels the same way… Now you just need to figure out a way to tell him you’re not as normal as he thinks you are…
Crossing Lines - @fullmarvelheart
Summary: A sudden and unsettling event rocks the underworld, and Y/N is immediately called in to prepare for what’s to come. What she isn’t prepared for is James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes, also known as the new head of the Brooklyn mafia clan. When these two get shoved into a world of danger and deceit, will they ever learn to trust each other? Or will they be doomed from the start?
The Nanny Diaries 🖋 - @vanillanaps
Summary - Family always comes first above all else, and when Bucky Barnes finds himself needing a little extra help to take care of his 9 year-old daughter, Sophia, he hires you. However, the mafioso didn’t expect the obsession that would come with you being around, nor did you know what you were getting yourself into.
Lavender Smoke - @all1e23
It was supposed to be one last trip of the summer, one last blowout before his life was over and his transition to king and clan alpha began. Just a little fun, a small reprieve before he’s forced to marry a woman he barely knows.
He wasn’t supposed to fall in love with someone he could never have but, the Fates have always been cruel if you asked Bucky.
MESS IS MINE - @scrumptious-delusion
series summary: as a date night surprise your boyfriend takes you to a boxing match. little does he know, one of the competitors is responsible for breaking your heart five years ago, and an accidental encounter is about to send your whole world spinning.
Sugar - @softlybarnes
Summary: By a miracle of fate, Bucky Barnes does not fall off of the train. He does not spend decades as a brainwashed assassin. Instead, he goes home to Brooklyn to spend his life with a girl he adores, a snarky nurse that he met during the war.
Told through a series of non-chronological one-shots.
Here are the recs for December in no particular order. PLEASE support the writers as they put a lot of work into their fics! Comment any fics for me to check out and add for next month! Also, if you find any mistakes or missing/incorrect “*” please let me know so I can fix it as soon as possible! Thank you, happy daydreaming :)
[ * = 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝟏𝟖+, 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐃𝐍𝐈 ]
Bucky Barnes x Reader unless stated otherwise
Oneshots
Midnight blue @cupids-crystals
Heathens * @cryptidcasanova
Found my worth in you @bvcksbunny
Office hours * @gogolucky13
Whatever you can do to help * @leahkenobi
Mistletoe and wine * @angelkhi
Soap in your eyes @heavenlybarnes
Echoes @gyllenwaynesbitch
Fuckboy college!Bucky x reader @buckybarneschokeme
A helping hand * @multi-stann
Nothings gonna hurt you baby @nexusnyx
I would hate you if I could @buckysbruni
Some tender, love and care * @summerofsnowflakes
Forbidden love @jamesbarnesjr
Frustrations * @lostalioth
Fields are painted gold @nexusnyx
Hope is still alive @/nexusnyx
Flowers and sex * @chaashni
You’re mine * @bucky-central
Home (s.s) @farfromtommy
Start over @chouettedubois
Burdens @sunny-reys
I’ll never let anyone hurt you * @/bucky-central
Our family @imaginativeavengers
All I want for Christmas * @lillywillow
Kissin’ by the mistletoe @softsergeantbarns
The next step @thecornerlot
The Winter Soldier and his child (s.s) @calummss
Good morning * @angrythingstarlight
Snowfall, softly @sweetdreamsbuck
Extra spicy * @crispychrissy
Multi-parts
Husband and wife * | Honeymoon suite * | Home again * @navybrat817
For the lover that I lost | Part ii @milliedazzledust
Your lips, my lips, apocalypse * | Part ii * @nexusnyx
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Summary: A sudden and unsettling event rocks the underworld, and Y/N is immediately called in to prepare for what’s to come. What she isn’t prepared for is James Buchanan “Bucky” Barnes, also known as the new head of the Brooklyn mafia clan. When these two get shoved into a world of danger and deceit, will they ever learn to trust each other? Or will they be doomed from the start?
Warnings: Blood, gore, violence, angst, swearing, implied torture, kidnapping, suggested smut, mentions of familial loss
A/N: Ok, so I’m a bit nervous for this one, but I’m just happy I was able to get it out today. Now, to start packing so I can get back to my college! All mistakes are my own. The GIF is not mine, so credit goes to the original creator!
Series Masterlist
Two days after I had barged into my father’s home, my phone rings, and I stupidly answer without checking the caller ID first. If my father knew, he’d have my head for being careless.
“Y/L/N here.”
“You need to come in as soon as possible.” Coulson’s voice sounds serious, and I straighten up instinctually. “Fury has requested you.”
