Marco Polo

I hate worrying my friends so I’m resorting on tumblr, I haven’t eaten a full meal in 2 weeks and haven’t drank water for a week or so and I’m not resorting to ice cubes to get any source of water and scrapping up coins to get atleast snacks from the store around my area. We haven’t paid rent and we need to save money to pay to get papers so we don’t get deported. Hahaha this month is going sooo well (sarcastic)

People will scream “I support you”, “I’ll always be here for you”, “I understand anything you’re going through” until you’re a suspect system and you’re even a little been overt instead of being covert and masking and repressing you. Then it’s fake claiming, then it’s you have to be diagnosed, then it’s you’re faking this disorder that literally makes me want to Kirk myself or that I cannot remember my family or friends or most parts of my life and day and some times, it feels like the people I’ve known for years are strangers I cannot trust but ya you totally understand me but even when I show you proof that I didn’t do anything wrong, you’ll still hate me and not see eye to eye.