FTM Bottom Growth

So with Tumblr tightening the rules, this blog could disappear any day. With over a couple thousand followers I never expected it to become as big as it did, but hopefully it stays up. I'll continue accepting submissions as long as I can. On a more personal note: this really fucking sucks. This is a way to openly share things/results that we otherwise couldn't or wouldn't feel comfortable enough to. Not gonna lie, I'm definitely going to miss that Tumblr porn. Tumblr has spoiled me with porn so after December 17th or sometime after I'll be back in the dark age caveman style

This was in the gif query for example.

Hi, I’ve been on T coming up 4 months and have never gotten hard in my life…. Also, I never feel sexual pleasure. I do get horny in my head but my body doesn’t cooperate

I know All Saints Clinic was the go-to for DHT with or without prescription (may or may not receive it). I know a doctor can give you a prescription and a compounding pharmacy can make it from raw ingredients but I'm seeing others having issues that route.

It amazes me how judgemental other trans people can be. I posted in a group about bottom surgery for both metoidioplasty and phalloplasty on Facebook. My question in summary asked if there were ristrictions in the rods flexibility. I'm still going back between the two (meta/phallo).

I didn't get any answers really. This group so far has always been pretty helpful. When I did get answers someone basically said height between them and the other person they were penetrating was the problem.

But I wanted to know really was how flexible the rod is itself, not what it could or could not reach. So I posted a picture of the position I tried the other night to see if anyone could see that being a position that would allow for someone to do if they had the rod implant.

The first comment have came off kinda dickish in short saying it was a crazy position and no human could do it. Another person continued the same thing by saying it's not a practical position. Then everyone flooded the comments about how height is a problem for them too.

So nobody answers the question- with a side of judgement.

Right, it is a weird position. But fuck it's what I like. Maybe if you're hooking up with randoms same ol shit is okay but when you're with the same person 7 years you change shit up. Like damn don't hate me for knowing how to fuck in this position.

But at the same time.... it's really making me question phalloplasty. Nobody straight out said yes or no. Just some judgey comments. Idk it's like when you have an asshole in a really jacked up truck with a huge Trump sticker on the back and he's driving like an asshole. We assume he's compensating for something. I'm wondering if the answer was no but they couldn't bring themselves to say despite having bottom surgery they can't penetrate someone in this position.

It was a surgery I was seriously considering. I know there are wonderful post op people out there but it's beginning to seem like guys post op makes them more of a man. ESPECIALLY the phalloplasty dudes.