Im going through changes

Swish swish, aww I got them upset…

My family makes me wanna die or run somewhere far far far away

The idea is that self harm is 100% against the rules just isn’t working for me. When I’m depressed and anxious enough that I literally want to hurt myself, I could care less about relapsing or the consequences of self harm. So I’ve devised a new system; self harm is allowed as long as I complete EVERY SINGLE THING on this self care list before I do it. The sneaky thing about it is that by the time I finish everything on the list I’ve usually pulled myself together enough that I no longer want to hurt myself. Not only that, but the desire to harm myself actually motivates me to practice self care. I usually wouldn’t do any of these things, but the urge to harm actually drives me to get through the list as fast as I can. Is it crazy? Sure. But does it work? For me, yeah. It does. Fighting insanity with insanity. Boom, son.

Rugrats…

Nicki Minaj spotted out in Beverly Hills

Dairy Queen grown in Oregon 👏👍👍