Art, creatures, & weird vibes

I actually wanna watch the movie I paid a ticket for, without children shining their phone flash behind me and giggling like a bunch of fucking middle school posers, or running in, around, and out of the theater.

Just had an idea and an urge to draw- Started at like 2am this morning and finished the initial drawing at 6am- Then I spent from like 3:30pm to like 4:30pm-ish on the shading-

Sorta a mix of everything. Vent art/Art therapy, my own characters and their ref sheets and stories, random doodles for fun, sketching out patterns/designs for physical art, and possibly fanart of a few shows if I'm up to do such.

Also, writing. Writing a lot.

Character backgrounds, my own experiences, actual lists for better managing my productivity, and just stories I've had in my head for so many years but never put them to paper.

Cool?

Cool, we got that out of the way now-

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When things seem too good to be true, follow what your body is telling you. Otherwise you'll end up feeling so exhausted and dead to the world that you spend over a month in bed trying to destress from everything/trying to not exist anymore because you've overwhelmed yourself by saying and doing stupid things that you were too tired to realize any better or too high off of feeling too comfortable that you just spoke random shit and others took that as fact.

I'm the idiot mainly, and now I'm back to where I was the same time last year..

I think why I really like music that has screaming/yelling verses/lyrics, is because I really wanna just scream myself but can't bring myself to because the people around me will think I'm more crazy/unhinged than I usually am.

Kinda why I like most of twenty øne piløts's discography, Mother Mother, and a few other bands' music so much-

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Anyways, how are y'all doing?

Sorry I can't do anything to help to those that have been in my inbox. Already have my hands full of my own responsibilities of being my own adult- Not trying to be selfish, but everything is more expensive over here in the states, and I need to survive myself-

Imma make myself into a sona-

Like, I do see a fuckton of myself in Roze Dreamer, but I myself am not a pony/pegasus (does feel like I cut off my own wings though-). I have other creature characters as well, and besides my other ponyverse-sona Skylark, and my fursonas Farryn, Kizzy, Vee, or Zyler, I haven't really connected with any of them or seen myself as any of my characters besides them.

Might be more of a cat×dog×bird hybrid tbh- Not entirely sure on things though, I need to look into what animals I could be like-

Still here, and I'm not doing okay.

I hate how people seem to like me since I still hate myself majorly.

This is Frank.

I love them so much.

They're such a cute baby that loves to hunt things that move.

I believe that they're a bold jumper (Phidippus audax), and they're in their 7th instar.

He has a cute temporary habitat until the Tarantula Cribs enclosures come in a few weeks. And yes, it's a bk icecream cup with holes poked into it. It works.